歌词
I felt the weather getting better, but I couldn't feel my feet
我感到天气晴好了，但我的双脚依旧麻木。
I always felt so cold in your company
你的陪伴总是让人不寒而栗。
I guess that maybe we should settle this
我觉得应该要把话说开，
Blame it all on me
就算做都是我的错。
I don't care anymore, won't you please just let me be?
我不会再计较了，你能不能放过我？
Bend the rules until they break
我锲而不舍地去突破桎梏，
You always knew just how to make me fall to me knees
你却十分善于让我灰心丧气。
I felt so sick, ill at ease
我感到头晕目眩，局促不安。
But I'm getting better
然而这都不是事儿，
And I hope that this time you finally see
我希望这次你能明白
That you can't get away with everything
你并不会每次都那么侥幸，成为困扰我的理由。
I moved on and the world opened up for me
我向新世界敞开的大门进发，
The thought of you use to make me cave in
过去一想到你时我总会心态爆炸。
Gave you a chance but you threw it all away
我曾给过你机会，你不屑一顾。
The tables turned and there's nothing left to say
可如今乾坤扭转，我们之间已经没有可能了。
Done being a wall you lean against
我不会再作为你的依靠，
Just needed some time so I could
我需要给自己一些时间，
Open up my window
打开心房，
Let the air clear out my head
让自己清醒一下。
Think how fast the years go and all the things I left unsaid
时光飞逝，我还有很多未出口的话。
Another old regret that I'll hide beneath my bed
但我不会再用往日的遗憾来折磨自己。
I guess some distance was the best cure for this
给自己留些空间可能是疗伤的良药，
But rest assured it's not you I miss anymore
十分肯定的是我对你不会再有丝毫的怀念了。
And I don't care where you lay your head at night
我不在意你与谁共度良宵，
Because with you it's all swings and roundabouts
因为你十分纠结，甚至还想吃回头草。
Gave you a chance but you still wouldn't hear me out
你错过了我给你挽回的时机，
And I hope that it kills you I'm happy now
愿这悔恨能一直叨扰你，并且我将以此为乐。
I hope you hate the taste of your own medicine
我希望你自食其果，那些你自私任性的决定，
Those skeletons buried in my head
曾经是我脑海里挥之不去的阴影·。
And all the thoughts I have of you make me wish we never met
对你的所有回忆只会让我祈祷我们永远不要再见面。
And I don't care where you lay your head at night
你在谁的床上云雨和我半毛钱关系都没。
I know I won't miss the smell of you in my room
我不会再怀念你留在我房间里的味道，
You presumed that I'd feel the same
这一点你也可能已经预见到。
Drive home and think about the things I said
驱车回家的路上想想我说过的话，
You never learn from this you just expect
你从来不反省自己，你只期望别人做的更好。
You are my hesitant smile
你是我迟疑不决的微笑。
You are my crippling doubt
你是我残缺断裂的疑虑。
You're everything that I hide about myself
你是我不能正视自己的原因。
You are every lesson I've learned with every leaf that I've turned
开始每段感情之前，我都会想想和你相处时所得到的的教训，
The very reason why I won't let this happen again
它们可以让我避免重蹈覆辙。
I found the side of myself I thought I left behind
我终于拼凑起了残缺的我，
And I'll do the same with you this time
而这回若有所失的将会是你。
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