歌词
Gave away my time, gave away my heart
奉献了我的所有时间，我亦给了你我的全部真心
Put my blood, sweat, and tears in this art
倾注了我的血水汗水和泪水，我如艺术品般珍视
Take me where I'm at 'cause I've come far
接受我如今的境地吧，因我已走了这么远的路程
Don't judge me, you should ask me 'bout my scars
别指责我，你倒应该问问我历历在目的这些伤疤
Today my mirror told me, it told me that I'm broken
今天我的镜子告诉我，说我已残缺不整
Ask myself when it happened, think some point back in Oakland
问起自己是何时发生，细想是还在奥克兰的某时
For all the years that passed when me and pops still hadn't spoken
过去的所有年岁里，我和我的朋友仍旧不曾交谈
Confusion brewing, young man acting out, guess that's the notion
疑虑在此间滋生，我付诸行动，也许那正是我的目的
In eighth grade moms was tripping when she caught me mad I'm smoking
八年级时当我抽烟被逮个正着，我妈勃然大怒，以为我是疯了
But she was high too, we both hiding shit, not in the open
但她也已沉迷刺激，我们都隐藏着自己的秘密，从不公开
Nobody told thе whole truth, I ain't get that from no one
没有人陈述百分百的真相，我从任何人口中无从得知
Had no dirеction I was reckless, still found where I'm going
漫无目的，我狂野莽撞，仍寻找着我要去的方向
'Cause he's been through some shit, seems like he's been losing it
因为那个他经历了重重劫难，仿佛他已输掉一切
Pressure start to strangle me, I wish that I could loosen it
如山压力开始扼住我的咽喉，我希望我能够松开那只巨手
I could make a noose with it, don't worry I ain't using it
我本可以用之编就绞刑套索，别担心我并没有用
? sink my tooth in it
我用牙齿紧咬住那条绳索
Leaning on these substances, my folks said I'm abusing it
依靠着这些药物，我的伙伴们说我滥用成瘾
Drinking straight to get me there like "Won't you put some juice in it?"
痛饮直至酩酊大醉，喊着加点止咳糖浆如何
Custom to these schedules and this pressure, I got used to this
习惯了这种日常这些压力，它们都是我老熟人了
Am who I am so don't confuse the shit, yeah
我就是我自己，你可千万别搞错了
Gave away my time, gave away my heart
奉献了我的所有时间，我亦给了你我的全部真心
Put my blood, sweat, and tears in this art
倾注了我的血水汗水和泪水，我如艺术品般珍视
Take me where I'm at 'cause I've come far
接受我如今的境地吧，因我已走了这么远的路程
Don't judge me, you should ask me 'bout my scars
别指责我，你倒应该问问我历历在目的这些伤疤
'Bout my scars, 'bout my scars
关于这些伤疤，你造就的这一道道伤痕
Don't judge me, you should ask me 'bout my scars
别指责我，你倒应该问问我历历在目的这些伤疤
These people talk behind my back but they don't say it to me
这些人在我背后闲言碎语，却不敢在我面前痛陈
Some rumors spread, some friends ain't even come and tell 'em to me
有些谣言传开，有些朋友甚至都与我划清了界线
Like I wasn't here, maybe they think they being helpful to me
好似我不属于这里，也许他们以为一直都对我帮助有加吧
Maybe it's not that easy, maybe that's just selfish of me
也许这并不是那样轻而易举，也许是我太过自私
All these opinions of me, I see the way they judge me
所有对我的看法，我都看得清他们批判我的观点
Can't help but wonder 'bout the truth they been thinking of me
情不自禁地想我真正在他们心中一直以来是怎样的人
Still in the mirror, look at myself, ask if I even love me
仍凝视镜面，看着我自己的映像，问我甚至是否爱我自己
Some parts are good, some parts are bad, some parts are ****ing ugly
有些部分美好，有些地方坏极，有些则丑陋无比
This mental state I'm cursed with, got scars I can't reverse it
我被诅咒深陷的这般心境，背负着我无法逆转的条条伤疤
I'm not your Mr. Perfect, so far from picture perfect
我不是你的完美先生，也远远不及完美构想
Stress you out with my bullshit, ask yourself if it's worth it
用我的废话劳烦着你，你应该问问自己是否值得
If not then walk away, you only left me on the surface
若不是那就走开吧，你只是表面上离开我罢
I [?] verses, I finally found my purpose
当我写下这篇唱段，我终于找到了我的初衷
I'm solo in the lab til I ain't find something I can work with
我只身一人工作，直到发现我已无一人能够协助
These words turn into memoires, that's what I leave this Earth with
这些字句化为远去回忆，那是我离开地球留下的遗产
So right or wrong, I know it all was worth it
所以无论是对是错，我深知一切都值得付出
Gave away my time, gave away my heart
奉献了我的所有时间，我亦给了你我的全部真心
Put my blood, sweat, and tears in this art
倾注了我的血水汗水和泪水，我如艺术品般珍视
Take me where I'm at 'cause I've come far
接受我如今的境地吧，因我已走了这么远的路程
Don't judge me, you should ask me 'bout my scars
别指责我，你倒应该问问我历历在目的这些伤疤
'Bout my scars, 'bout my scars
关于这些伤疤，你造就的这一道道伤痕
Don't judge me, you should ask me 'bout my scars
别指责我，你倒应该问问我历历在目的这些伤疤
You know, yeah
你懂的
So if I'm sharing it, clearing out all the air in it
所以我正将所有分享，将这些想法昭示天下
Let's go all the way there with it, this my truth and I'm bearing it
让我们带着它一路前行，这是我背负的真相
Maybe it's 'cause your parents split, maybe it's all inherited
也许那是因为你的父母离异，也许都是遗传所得
Plus when you go and pair it with mania ?
还有，当你已和偏执疯狂密不可分
Undiagnosed mental illnesses not aware of it
你已患得这未经确诊的心理病症，你还浑然不知
Manic episodes going crazy, it's an embarrassment
你在躁郁的 Manic 时期走向癫狂，实属尴尬
Maybe you just passing it down to someone to share it with
也许你只是传下去，给了一个与你共享真相的人
Maybe you ignore your reflection each time you stare at it
也许你每次盯着镜子时，都忽视了你的倒影
Two sides, different stories, was feeling mad confused
两面讲述，故事也截然不同，深感困惑恼怒
****ed up when a child that age really has to choose
糟心无比，当我要面对一个年龄摇摆不定的孩童
All those years with a ?
我们所有共度的年月
But this is more than some story about some dad issues
但这不仅仅是关于父亲问题的故事
Maybe I should take a step back before I break us down
也许在让你我二人崩溃之前，我该退后一步
'Cause I probably won't say this if I don't say this now
因为若我此刻不说，也许我再永远没有机会
So much on my mind that I never say outloud
我脑海里的想法那么多，我却从未大声倾诉吐露
All I ever wanted to here is that I made you proud, yeah
一直以来我渴望说的便是，是我让你的脸上增光
Gave away my time, gave away my heart
奉献了我的所有时间，我亦给了你我的全部真心
Put my blood, sweat, and tears in this art
倾注了我的血水汗水和泪水，我如艺术品般珍视
Take me where I'm at 'cause I've come far
接受我如今的境地吧，因我已走了这么远的路程
Don't judge me, you should ask me 'bout my scars
别指责我，你倒应该问问我历历在目的这些伤疤
'Bout my scars, 'bout my scars
关于这些伤疤，你造就的这一道道伤痕
Don't judge me, you should ask me 'bout my scars
别指责我，你倒应该问问我历历在目的这些伤疤
'Bout my scars, 'bout my scars
关于这些伤疤，你造就的这一道道伤痕
Don't judge me, you should ask me 'bout my scars
别指责我，你倒应该问问我历历在目的这些伤疤
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