歌词
You know?
你知道吗
Yeah
Am I still the Gerald that I been from the beginning?
我是否不忘初心犹如初见
Ask ten people, you'll get ten different opinions
每个人都有他自己的观点
Should I be rappin', should I be singin'?
我是该继续坚持说唱，还是改行去玩旋律
Should he be losin', should he be winnin'?
我是命中注定会失败，亦或成功正在等待
Should he keep pitchin' still in the ninth inning?
已经九局下半是否还要继续努力
Keep dissin', that's just addin' fuel to my engine
你们的诋毁只会成为我前进的动力
Is he still the Gerald that he been from the beginning?
他是否为了钞票选择放弃自己
Ask ten people, you'll get ten different opinions (Yeah, uh, for real)
所有人都会给到你不同的见地
Somebody in my life was a best friend to mе
有些人曾经对我来说就像兄弟
Been a minute since my guy sent a tеxt to me
不久之前他给我发了那条消息
It really say something, think he's judging me
字字诛心，我感到如履薄冰
Feel ten miles apart when you're standing next to me
你明明就在身边，但感觉却遥不可及
Lifestyles change, people grow apart
人生瞬息万变，朋友也分道扬镳
Won't happen overnight, this shit had the slowest start
改变非一朝一夕，最初并不引人注意
Different shit matters when you open up your heart
他们恩将仇报，当你对人真心相待
Addiction to celebrity could choke you from the start
如果急功近利，那你注定迎来失败
Crazier than heroin, yeah, this shit hooks you
比毒药还要致命，名利令你欲罢不能
My uncle died of that, my dad told me, that's a good dude
叔叔为此付出生命，父亲说他是个好人
Never met him, only heard stories where it took you
未曾谋面，对你的了解仅限于听说
And I'm just tryna live up to what they think that I should do
而我只是按部就班听从他们的想法去活
'Cause he's got potential, he's that precious
他原本前途无量，他的才能举世无双
He's that special, he could be Elvis
他是如此独一无二，他本可比肩猫王
He should be the biggest, he should put his career first
他有希望成为巨星，他应以事业为重
But no one ever told me, I should go and put me first, yeah
但从未有人告诉我，应该坚持自我
Am I still the Gerald that I been from the beginning?
我是否不忘初心犹如初见
Ask ten people, you'll get ten different opinions
每个人都有他自己的观点
Should I be rappin', should I be singin'?
我是该继续坚持说唱，还是改行去玩旋律
Should he be losin', should he be winnin'?
我是命中注定会失败，亦或成功正在等待
Should he keep pitchin' still in the ninth inning?
已经九局下半是否还要继续努力
Keep dissin', that's just addin' fuel to my engine
你们的诋毁只会成为我前进的动力
Is he still the Gerald that he been from the beginning?
他是否为了钞票选择放弃自己
Ask ten people, you'll get ten different opinions (Yeah, for real)
所有人都会给到你不同的见地
How could he feel lonely when he's always surrounded?
他是人群的焦点，怎么可能会寂寞
How could he not indulge when he's always around it?
他身旁美女环绕，怎么可能不堕落
How come he does drugs, could he still do it without it?
他总是药不离手，似乎早已江郎才尽
How could he fly the highest, somehow still staying grounded?
他早已登上云霄，绝无可能脚踏实地
Some days I really feel like, I could've run for president
有时我意气风发感觉像是坎爷
Some days I wanna be a self-destructive degenerate
有时我跌落谷底想要自我毁灭
Getting high, wasting my time, I'm not regretting it
陷入幻觉，挥霍时间，只因我喜欢
People talking 'bout what I should be doin' instead of it
人们议论纷纷发表高见试图指点江山
But this is my life, at night, I go to bed with it
但这是我的人生，深夜入梦，唯有它作伴
Got some real demons, can't seem to cut off the head of it
邪念在内心滋生，太过顽固无法斩断
Pay for my decisions, feel like I just lost a bet with it
为自己的冲动买单，但心里却不以为然
Maybe my success has been going straight to my head a bit
感觉成功来得太快大脑被自负所充满
Maybe I been listening too much
或许我已经听命于人太久
Maybe I been drinking all the Kool-Aid and fruit punch
或许我已经醉生梦死太久
Maybe I got it, just stop tryna find help
或许我已经明白，不再依赖别人
Stop lookin' outside, and look for it in myself (For real)
不在这世间寻找意义，转而聆听心声
Am I still the Gerald that I been from the beginning?
我是否不忘初心犹如初见
Ask ten people, you'll get ten different opinions
每个人都有他自己的观点
Should I be rappin', should I be singin'?
我是该继续坚持说唱，还是改行去玩旋律
Should he be losin', should he be winnin'?
我是命中注定会失败，亦或成功正在等待
Should he keep pitchin' still in the ninth inning?
已经九局下半是否还要继续努力
Keep dissin', that's just addin' fuel to my engine
你们的诋毁只会成为我前进的动力
Is he still the Gerald that he been from the beginning?
他是否为了钞票选择放弃自己
Ask ten people, you'll get ten different opinions (I'm me, for real)
所有人都会给到你不同的见地
Rinse, wash, repeat, learn through repetition
持之以恒地磨洗，日复一日地练习
Deliver platinum albums, you take it as a given?
发布白金专辑，你以为有那么容易？
Songs don't write themselves, how you think they're getting written?
歌不是变出来的，你以为是谁写的？
Wanna judge me? Then come trade me my position
想来对我指指点点，先来过下我的人生
Everyone is talkin', everyone's reactin'
如今的言论也太过自由，是人都能过来指导几句
Take it all for granted, think these things just happen
来者不拒从来都不问理由，觉得这些都不过是天经地义
Every stop, hoppin' off and on the bandwagon
潮涨潮落，有人追逐潮流也有人悄然离去
Hate the way I'm living, criticize my actions
嫉妒我的生活，批判我的行径
Bought moms a house and the town was hella proud of it
给妈妈买了栋房子，成为小镇的骄傲
Booked the next day, I did some shit you got a problem with
预定明天的行程，你做不到的我都可以做到
Almost ****ed up a deal, was high, and I was out of it
意识不清让自己身陷困境，我也能金蝉脱壳
On a conference call on mushrooms, my words slurred a bit
谈着生意时我却口齿不清，我刚用了些猛药
Mind myself, who I am, all the shit I done
曾经自我怀疑，后悔自己做过太多错事
Right now, I'm top two selling rappers where I'm from
现在功成名就，用说唱代表自己的城市
And I ain't number two, that only leaves one
我不会屈居第二，一山不容二虎
I go out the biggest ****in' artist when I'm done, for real
当我离去，会以最知名的艺术家之名被人记住，绝无虚言
Is he still the Gerald that he been from the beginning? (Been from the beginning, been from the beginning)
他是否为了钞票选择放弃自己
Ask ten people, you'll get ten different opinions (Ten different opinions, ten, ten different opinions)
所有人都会给到你不同的见地
Is he still the Gerald that he been from the beginning? (Been from the beginning, been from the beginning)
他是否还在坚持自己的梦想
Is he still the Gerald that he been from the beginning? (I go out the biggest ****ing artist when I'm done, for real)
他是否还记得最开始的模样
Haha
哈哈
Your side (These Things Happen Too)
你的决定
Tell me you'll love me for a million years
告诉我你会爱我直到天荒地老
Then if it don't work out
如果不能的话
Then you can tell me goodbye
那我们就在此分别
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