歌词
Trying hard not to look like I'm trying that hard
努力让自己看起来没那么努力
Failing miserably at everything, including that
在痛苦中落败于一切，也包括那
Making plans in my head right before I go to sleep
睡前在我的脑海中计划着
Trying to think of who could make a better me than me
构想着 谁能代替我成为更好的自己
Maybe I'll shoot him an email
或许我会给他发封邮件
Maybe he'll give it a go
或许他会欣然尝试
Then I'll be free to just evaporate, disperse, or implode
随后我将获得自由 蒸发 飘散 爆炸随我心意
Picking at holes in my jeans
一下一下揪着牛仔裤上的破洞
There's so much God in my gene pool
我的基因库中有上帝的律动
Not feeling lonely, I just like being alone
我并不孤独，我只是喜欢独处
I've called A through F already but no one knows
我已经从A说到F 但没有人知道
Why one girl, one band, two paychecks are more than I can handle
为什么一位女孩，一个乐队，两张工资支票就让我应付不来
Mathematically that can't be more than one end of a candle
虽然客观地说 它所需的付出又不是夜以继日永不懈怠
Bottom of the ninth, can't find my socks
陷入失落低谷，找不到我的袜子
Lord knows
上帝知道
I'm stuck between two good things, but I just wanna get out
我在两件好事之间寸步难移，而我只想离开这是非之地
Mom knows
母亲知道
I should have been home an hour ago
我已应在一小时前归家
But I'm still outside, not doing anything wrong
但我还在外面徘徊，没有犯任何错
Just walking in circles, replaying high school songs in my head
只是一圈一圈绕着，脑子里循环着高中时代的歌
Because it's better than lying awake
因为这样总比清醒地躺着好过
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