Be Mean, It's Kinder Than Crying

It seems I've done a terrible thing

I've loosened the strings

That kept us together

It is fine of course you are meant to be mad

I expected that

When I started lying

I could have shown you

All the parts where I am broken

All the paths I have not chosen

That left me here

I know I've done a terrible thing

I've lived in my sins

And begged for forgiveness

It is fine of course, you don't have to give in

Be angry, be mean

It's kinder than crying

It felt so lovely

To be beautiful in secret

Where nobody else could see it

I know you did

Sorry, baby, I am

I was not in my head

Sorry, baby, I am

I am not who I was back then