歌词
Why the **** do I keep feeling like I lost my s**t
为什么我他女马的总是觉得自己跟丢了魂似的?
It's like I should just give up because I'm not legit
就好像我必须放弃所有因为我是不应该存在的
It's like I got a chain wallet and some frosted tips
就像我有一个带链子的钱包和粗糙感的小费
Sometimes I wanna grab a ******* gun and swallow it
有时候我好想拿起枪冲自己的嘴开枪
It's like pulling teeth for me to give a compliment
对于我来说夸奖别人这一事就像拔牙一样痛苦
That's why I walk into your circle and I talk some s**t
这就是我为什么来到你的身边说一些废话
I'm sure you telling all your friends that I'm a monster p***k
我相信你会告诉你所有朋友我就是一个莫名其妙的怪物
Man I wish that guy would take a hike and chomp a ****
伙计，我真希望你走出这里出去看看顺便吃点迪克
And I can't stop any of these evil thoughts
我无法阻止你那充满恐怖思想的邪恶想法
And I never thought I would ever be so lost
我从未想过我是如此的迷茫和失落
Make these bad thoughts go away they need to stop
让这些坏想法都消失吧它们需要停止
And if I keep sobbing like a ***** I'll need a mop
如果我继续像一个女表子哭泣我将需要一个拖把给我擦擦泪
It's like my mind's a broken record make it go away
就像我的大脑是满有破碎过去似的要让它消失殆尽
And I keep telling myself that I'll be okay
我一直告诉自己我会没有事的
But something negative is all I ever seem to think
但有些负面想法似乎一直在我脑中萦绕久久不散去
So I guess I'll just get down on my knees and pray
所以我想我应该跪下来真切地祈祷这一切
And I know I should be moving on
嗯，我心知肚明我该早点离去
But I feel like I'm already gone
可是我感觉到我早已离开这里
Now if somebody'd hold me save me from
如果有人愿将我从深渊中拯救
This broken record that's playing in my heart
这破碎的记忆将在我心头萦绕
Back in the beginning can't remember who I was
到最初之时我不记得我到底是谁是什么样子
But I know I was a kid I would dream just because
但是我知道我是一个心怀梦想为了梦想拼命的孩子
And I don't remember giving in or ever giving up
那之后呢我不记得我放弃过我应该未曾放弃过
But I guess that's what I did 'cause I guess I had enough
但是我想我所作所为就是如此因为我早就已经受够了
And I look in this mirror and I see this reflection
当我看到这面镜子时我注视着镜子中的影像
It always smiles back but I know it's deception
它总是微笑着我知道这只不过是强颜欢笑一场骗局
Medicated smile with these desperate intentions
它饱含着深深的绝望仿佛一样含辛茹苦地笑着
Dreaming of that kid and his soul's resurrection
梦见了那个孩子和他的灵魂重获新生
Doomed ages not enough pens not enough pages
动手，可惜这些笔不足够，这些纸张更是不够我使用
To explain away this ******* hatred
解释清楚这来自内心深处无法磨灭地痛恨
Bet his own life wishing someone could save him
他一生都在深切希望着有人能够将自己从深渊中解救出来
Save me please I can't seem to take this
请救救我吧，我似乎无法逃离将这一切
Stories tucked in my notebook
我将这些不可告知的故事藏于我的笔记本
But I won't ever read 'em 'cause I'm too afraid to look
但是我恐怕永远无法诵读它因为我不敢用眼睛看到这过去
Back on the wrong side of those tracks
如果我读了它会挑起我的痛苦回忆我知道那时我是错误的
'Cause if I ever do I might not come back
如果我真的这样做了我大概讲彻底堕入这深渊无法回来
And I know I should be moving on
嗯，我心知肚明我该一走了之
But I feel like I'm already gone
但是我感觉我已经离开了这里
Now if somebody'd hold me save me from
如果有人能将我从这之中拯救
This broken record that's playing in my heart
这张破碎的唱片将在我心头上
You know it's alright I'm praying for the sunshine
你知道的，没事的，我祈祷着那温柔阳光撒在我们身上
To get me through the hard times to get me through the hard times
让我度过这段艰难的时光，让我咬牙坚持过去
You know it's alright I'm praying for the sunshine
你知道我们都会没事的，阳光在我的祈祷下肯定会很快撒向我们
To get me through the hard times to get me through the hard times
让我们一起共渡难关吧，我们一定会度过这段艰苦的日子
Well I know I should be moving on
嗯，我知道我应该继续前进
But I feel like I'm already gone
但是我感觉我好像早就离开
Now if somebody'd hold me save me from
如果能够有人将我拯救的话
This broken record that's playing in my heart
这份破碎记忆会在心头荡漾
Well I know I should be moving on
嗯，我知道我应该继续下去
But I feel like I'm already gone
但是我感觉我就已经离开了
Now if somebody'd hold me save me from
我希望有人能将我深深救赎
This broken record that's playing in my heart
这首歌将会在你我心尖不散
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