歌词与中文翻译
Once there was a time,
when the conquest of
曾经有那么一段时光
pain was all that I
那时我所祈求的
could hope for,had
一切只有
been my only aim.
征服我的痛苦
Happiness or joy merely
只是我唯一的目的
unwords without meaning,
快乐或是愉悦对我来说
they were unwanted
几乎只是没有意义的词语
anyway as surely out of place.
我从不渴望它们
All I wanted was the
总之它们与我并不相称
voices to be silent
我所渴望的
a brief moment in the
只是噪杂能够化为岑寂
dark,in loneliness and chill.
能够沉入黑暗的短暂时光
How I wished my mind
与孤独和寒冷共处
could escape the camat dungeon
我多么希望我的思绪
that was flying silently
能够逃离这阴潮的地牢
through space while
寂静地滑翔而去
I lay caged and chained within.
划过这片空间
Today my view -strangely
尽管我仍无助地躺着，被困于锁链与牢笼之中
increased -it is beyond compare,
今天我的感官-不寻常地敏锐
but nothing became easier,
-超越了比较
I'm still struggling to be free.
但是情况并没有更好
A thousand different things
我依旧在为了自由而挣扎
dare to appear before my eyes
千万光怪陆离的事物
now,they come and leave
竟闪现我的眼前
untouched,because still I cannot see.
它们来来去去，不可触摸
In true darkness there's
因为我仍旧几近失明
no choice than do discover
在这黑暗之中
the uselessness of eyes,
你不可抑制地意识到
giving birth from their own despair.
双眼毫无用处
Here eyes can nothing but
视觉在它们的绝望中诞生
decay and if I fail and do
眼睛除了日渐腐朽
identify myself with them
别无他用，如果我最终失败
then their destiny I'll share...
并且用双眼观测自己
You are with me all the time -all
那么我便可以借用它们的主宰力……
the time.So very unreasonable
你总是跟我在一起
had been my fear.How could
-几乎每时每刻。
I ever believe that I might
所以这成为我所恐惧，极不合理
be losing you when forever
我该如何承认
we're connected and you
我可能会失去你
are part of me.It's your
尽管我们时时接触
omnipresence that defines
而你已成为我的一部分
the way in which I do
正是你的无所不在
exist,forcefully leading
指明了我该如何存在
me back to where I do belong.
有力地引导着我
Opening my eyes to see
回到我的归属
the true essence of my
张开我的双眼
being,by dissolving
分解来自外界的
the distractions of the
一切扰人的事物
outer world.In the loneliness
以见证我存在的本质
of the pain you bring the
被困于你带来的
isolation of my soul guarantees
痛苦之孤寂中
the maintenance of the only
我以灵魂发誓
thing that I know,my
要维护这我所了解的
natural and obvious differency.
唯一的事物
Beloved old friend and life-time
我的本性和外观的与众不同
companion without you to
我亲爱的老朋友
nothing I would fall.Your
我的人生伴侣啊
power pervades me and lies
如果没有你，我就不会关注任何事物
me low,but as the same time
你的能量渗透进我的全身
a new strenght is born in
聚集于我的脚下
my soul.
与此同时，一种全新的力量
In a universe of change
在我的灵魂中诞生
and continuous movement
在事物无尽的变化
I am counting on you
与永不停息的运转中
since I know you shall last.
我期望着你
Being my darkness and
自从我知道你将一直存在
the basis of splendor
成为我的黑暗
light-giving background
那如同早已过去的
as most fertile past.You
丰饶时光般
trance-formation source
辉煌又光明的背景的基石
of understanding you are
你那缓和温柔的
the power that is pulling
理解他人的能力
me down.Whenever
就是那将我
lightness seeks to carry
拉向深渊的力量
me away you connect
每当光明试图将我带走
me safely to the ground.
你总是轻轻拉住我
You chill of my winter,
让我安全地回到地面
eternal Saturn-sphere,
你是我冬季的严寒
petrified and frozen
永恒的土星
with a logic cold as ice
石化般僵硬又寒冷
I walk through the
只有那冰一般冷酷的逻辑
world look in surprise
我踱步路过这个世界
at the living without
惊奇地打量着
being able to share
那些没有能力
their strange delights.
分享他们怪异快乐
Beloved old friend,and
的生命
bringer of sadness,
亲爱的老朋友啊
shadow-like cloak almost
带来悲伤的人
matters so real,you slip
阴影般的一席斗篷
right through me like
总是这么严肃沉重
I was merely membrane,
你从我身边划过
my feelings so ambivalent
好像我只是薄薄一层
when my wounds refuse to heal...
我的感受如此地矛盾（ambivalent有两性人的意思）