My Medication

I push you away until you beg me to stay

Just for the thrill of the chase you got me

****** in the head from all the things that we did

But I will never forget I need you my medication

Have you ever had enough of it

Straight over it sick of it

can't get ahold of it

Like a drug i need another fix

I'm a moth to a flame and I'll burn for the hell of it

Battle scar 'cause I lost the fight

Every time I take a breath it's like I'm losin' my life

**** it

why am I so dysfunctional

So irrational

I don't know what to do

So I push you away until you beg me to stay

Just for the thrill of the chase

you got me intoxicated

****** in the head from all the things that we did

But I will never forget I need you my medication

Are you living with the enemy

Are you affected by the devils that are tryna be a friend to me

I'm in a place that I don't wanna be

But if I find a way to turn it all around

would you follow me

I'm alive but I lost the fight

It's like the better half of me is on the edge of the knife

Cut it

Why am I so emotional Uncontrollable

I don't know what to do

So I push you away until you beg me to stay

Just for the thrill of the chase

you got me intoxicated

****** in the head from all the things that we did

But I will never forget I need you my medication

I push you away until you beg me to stay

Just for the thrill of the chase you got me

****** in the head from all the things that we did

But I will never forget I need you my medication

my medication