歌词
I was young and I was reckless man
我曾是一个年轻又没有教养的人
Moved out at seventeen and made my momma mad
17岁就搬出了家，让我妈生气
I thought I had it all figured out
我曾以为我早就懂了所有道理
A pocket full of pills and a forty in my mouth
口袋里装满了药片，嘴里还有酒
Peeled out in my big black Chevy
开着我黑色的雪佛兰
Flipped it six times and I knew that I was ready
反复练习6次，感觉我已准备好
To straighten up because my best friend died
要坚强一些，因为我最好的朋友已去世
I didn't wanna carry on living that life
我不想继续过那种生活
And now I'm running from the scene
而现在我想逃离往事
'cause I was caught up in the crime
只因我因犯罪而被捕
It's a loaded memory
被回忆塞满
Yeah it kills me every time
它让我无法面对自己
And I'm trying not to scream but it's eating me alive
我尽力不尖叫，可它吞噬着我
I'm still haunted by the best years of
我仍被生命中最好的年华
The best years of my life
最好的年华所纠缠
Yeah let me take y'all back
让我带你们回到过去
I was young and I was helpless man
我曾是一个年轻无助的人
Self medicating my own depression man
自愈我自己的沮丧
I drank a bottle after breakfast
早饭过后我就喝完一瓶
Took a look in the mirror ripped the rosary off my necklace
看着镜子中的自己，再把脖子上的念珠扯掉
Damn
该死
I lost my job so I lost faith
我失去了工作，也失去了信仰
I just saw a baby bump in my girl's waist
我看着我女友的肚子慢慢变大
I need a drink to feel right
我需要借酒消愁
Party with my homies to escape from real life
和我的狐朋狗友开派对逃避真实的生活
Yeah we had it all figured out
是啊我早就明白了
A pocket full of pills and a forty in my mouth
口袋里装满了药片，嘴里还有酒
But I never should've let my best friend drive
但我真不一个让我最好的朋友开车
'cause he's the reason my child will never see me alive
只因他让我的孩子再也没机会看到我活着的样子
Damn
该死
Now I'm running from the scene
而现在我想逃离往事
'cause I was caught up in the crime
只因我因犯罪而被捕
It's a loaded memory
被回忆塞满
Yeah it kills me every time
它让我无法面对自己
And I'm trying not to scream but it's eating me alive
我尽力不尖叫，可它吞噬着我
I'm still haunted by the best years of
我仍被生命中最好的年华
The best years of my life
最好的年华所纠缠
All of a sudden nothing matters anymore
突然间，一切都不那么重要了
He lost it all
他失去了所有
his life was scattered on the floor
他的生命散落一地
And now his family's tryna pick up all the pieces
现在他的家庭想捡起所有的碎片
I am locked up in a box
我被锁在盒子中
I am a monster
我是个怪物
I'm the reason that he's gone
我就是让他去世的罪魁祸首
Wish I could take it all back
真希望我能从头再来
Press rewind and take a picture of the past
请倒带吧，拍下一张过去的照片
Pause it feel my heart turn black
再暂停吧，它让我感觉的的心慢慢被熏黑
My lungs are smoldering
我的肺在闷烧
I'm breathing in the ash
我在灰烬中呼吸
Now I'm running from the scene
而现在我想逃离往事
'cause I was caught up in the crime
只因我因犯罪而被捕
It's a loaded memory
被回忆塞满
Yeah it kills me every time
它让我无法面对自己
And I'm trying not to scream but it's eating me alive
我尽力不尖叫，可它吞噬着我
I'm still haunted by the best years of
我仍被生命中最好的年华
The best years of my life
最好的年华所纠缠
I'm still haunted by the best years of
我仍被生命中最好的年华
The best years of my life
最好的年华所纠缠
I'm still haunted by the best years of
我仍被生命中最好的年华所纠缠
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