Pull Me Under

I'm so tired of running and hiding

Tired of all the lying

It's like we never stop fighting

Until someone is dying

It's too hard to keep on smiling

When this hate keeps on rising

Even hard to keep survving

When this war is all their buying

It's so binding, vilifying

But I know I can't stop trying

Terrifying, terrorizing

I can't stop, they're right behind me

Will I survive all the nights on my own?

Or will I be left just to dry like a bone?

Roam on thin ice and there's nowhere to go

Take my hand now and lead me back home

I'm so far away

From who I used to be

I want to be free

Will I ever see?

Sometimes I feel like this world is gonna take me under

Sometimes I feel like there's nothing left but rain and thunder

I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this

I've been counting all the days, waiting to recover

Sometimes I feel like this world is gonna pull me under

Sometimes I feel like my life is just another number

I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this dream

I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream

We keep going around in circles

We've learned to be so hurtful

In the end, was it all worth it?

When you thought it would all be perfect

All I hear is your voice cursing

While the real ones are smirking

I thought that peace would be returning

But the tables keep on turning

In my mind I keep utilizing

That this is what we decided

I keep trying to defy it

But all hope is lost, we're dying

Will I be lost and before the unknown?

There might be a place in our hearts we can go

It's been awhile since we learned to come home

Nothing can stop us now that we know

I'm so far away

From who I used to be

I want to be free

Will I ever see?

Sometimes I feel like this world is gonna take me under

Sometimes I feel like there's nothing left but rain and thunder

I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this

I've been counting all the days, waiting to recover

Sometimes I feel like this world is gonna pull me under

Sometimes I feel like my life is just another number

I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this dream

I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream

Just to breathe

From above it's still hard to see

What's real in me

There's nowhere safe that I can be

So help me 'cause I've emptied

All this pain, it's your rain

They're sending, my remedy

Is pretending like enemies

Sometimes I feel like this world is gonna take me under

Sometimes I feel like there's nothing left but rain and thunder

I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this

I've been counting all the days, waiting to recover

Sometimes I feel like this world is gonna pull me under

Sometimes I feel like my life is just another number

I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this dream

I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream

I'm so far away

From who I used to be

I want to be free

Will I ever see?

I've been counting all the days

Waiting to scream