Pluto

I woke up from the same dream:

Falling backwards falling backwards’Til it turned me inside out

Now I live a waking life

Of looking backwards looking backwards;

A model citizen of doubt

Until one day I had enough

Of this exercise of trust

I leaned in and let it hurt

And let my body feel the dirt

When I break pattern I break ground

I rebuild when I break down

I wake up more awake than I’ve ever been before

Still I’m pinned under the weight

Of what I believed would keep me safe

So show me where my armor ends

Show me where my skin begins

Like a final puzzle piece

It all makes perfect sense to me

The heaviness that I hold in my heart belongs to gravity

The heaviness that I hold in my heart’s been crushing me

I've been worried all my life

A nervous wreck most of the time

I've always been afraid of heights

Of falling backwards falling backwards

I've been worried all my life

I've been worried

I've been worried

I've been worried all my life

I've been worried

I've been worried

I've been worried all my life

Falling backwards falling backwards

Falling backwards falling backwards

Falling backwards falling backwards

One day I had enough

Of this exercise of trust

I leaned in and let it hurt

Let my body feel the dirt

When I break pattern I break ground

I rebuild when I break down

I wake up more awake than I've ever been before

Still I'm pinned under the weight

Of what I believed would keep me safe

So show me where my armor ends

Show me where my skin begins

Like a final puzzle piece

It all makes perfect sense to me

The heaviness that I hold in my heart belongs to gravity

The heaviness in my heart belongs to gravity