歌词与中文翻译
Fluorescents -Casey
Fluorescents -Casey
Does it help if I say that I'm sorry
假如我道歉 这一切就能好起来吗
I know the burning in my blood has made you worry a lot
我知道你为我血液中的灼烧忧心忡忡
Like the medicine they gave me that hurt me
就像他们给我的药只对我造成了伤害一样
If you leave when I'm sleeping could you turn the lights off
如果你想在我沉睡时悄然离去 能帮我关下灯吗
My eyes ache if I wake up bathing in fluorescence
每次在荧光中醒来 我的眼睛都感到疼痛
It's hard to shake the phosphenes and iridescence
想摆脱五彩缤纷的幻觉总是很困难
When intravenous makes me feel heavy
当静脉注射又一次让我感到沉重不堪
As frail as glass and fading fast I think that I'm ready to leave
生命像玻璃一样脆弱而飞快凋零 我准备好离去
So give me one good reason to believe I'm getting better
所以给我一个理由去相信 我正在好起来啊
My weight keeps fluctuating and I struggle to remember
我的体重起伏不定 怎么都想不起来
The last time I slept through a night without needing to shed my blood
上一次不用流血 安稳沉睡的夜晚是什么时候
I'm so sick of feeling alone
我实在厌倦了独自一人
But I can't stop thinking about
可是我在脑中不断回想
Every time that you'd leave me alone in the house
每次你留下我一个人在家
And I'd lay in my bed suffocating with doubt
我都躺在床上 质疑自己到几欲窒息
Over whether I'd manage to function without
我究竟能不能独自面对
Having you there to make sure I take what they gave me
假如没有你在我身旁监督我
To kill off the pain that I'm going through daily
去杀死每一天必须面对的那些痛苦
In every way that I am strong I am also weak
我表现出的坚强 都只是脆弱的伪装
For all the words my lungs have birthed
我挣扎着想告诉你
I struggle to speak
压抑在胸腔中的那些话语
To you about anything
为了告诉你 这一切
That makes me feel like a burden
都只让我觉得我是个累赘
Does it hurt you if I say I can feel the decay
假如我说我能感到自己正在腐烂 你会伤心吗
In a hospital bed I wither away
就在这张病床上 我日复一日地枯萎
Behind the curtains I've been crying almost every night
每一夜我都躲在窗帘后偷偷哭泣
I don't want to ache like this for the rest of my life
我不想余生都在这种痛苦度过
So give me one good reason to believe I'm getting better
所以给我一个理由去相信 我正在好起来啊
My weight keeps fluctuating and I struggle to remember
我的体重起伏不定 怎么都想不起来
The last time I slept through a night without needing to shed my blood
上一次不用流血 安稳沉睡的夜晚是什么时候
I'm so sick of feeling alone
我实在是厌倦了孤独