40 days

I see myself

I'm all alone

I'm going on 40 something days

It couldn't be tamed

It couldn't be stopped

She stares at me now with her eye

I'm too far gone

I'm too far gone

I don't look back and take her on

'Cause I'm too afraid to say goodbye

And this fear

It keeps me holding on

When she calls

I am healed

Cause she takes my pain away

When she calls

Makes me feel

I'm trapped and I can't get out

When she calls

Nothin's real

And she keeps me hangin'on

Hangin'on

For 40 days and 40 nights

I gave it all but lost the fight

I had dreams

And I had faith

But now I m someone that I hate

I'm too far gone

I'm too far gone

She told me weakness was my strength

I'm too afraid to say goodbye

And this fear it keeps me holding on

When she calls I am healed

Cause she takes my pain away When she calls

Makes me feel

I m trapped and I can t get out When she calls

Nothin's real

And she keeps me hangin'on Hangin'on

Now you're gone Now you're gone

And I can see the end I made mistakes

I made mistakes I cannot pretend You made me fall You made me fall

Gone are the days when I stood all alone

When she called

I was healed

Cause she took my pain away

When she called

Made me feel

I was trapped and I can't get out

When she called

Nothin's real

And she kept me hangin'on

Hangin'on