Black Tears

When I'm in this state of mind

I'm wishing I am blind

Sometimes life is more than pain to me

I feel the power of my grief

Death would be such a relief

All the secrets that I hide

Would die with me

Depression is my only friend.

Will this torture never end?

Let me carry on to the dreamers' sky

I keep crying in my dreams.

Can you hear my endless screams?

When I fade away I fade, away.

Life is just a masquerade.

In dept to myself but I can't pay

Soon I'll call it all a day, away.

I've never felt what you call guilt

I still believe "do what thou wilt"

My sorrow will destroy the world I've built

This fluid on my cheek

It drains me, I get weak

My heart is cold and bleak..

Black blood, black tears