I Don't Wanna Have To Lie

I don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel

I can't eat can't sleep

I'm on my knees praying for a miracle

It's alright what you say like a knife

I know you like the taste of blood

I love you I hate you I have you I lose you

I just want someone to love

I don't wanna have to lie to everybody

I just wanna light I wanna smoke more cigarettes

You think that I like gettin' hurt

But I do it I can't seem to help myself

I'm a big girl but big girls get hurt too and they cry

You think that I'm tough enough

But I know when you look at me right now that all

You can see is blood

I don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel

Waves of sadness waves of grief

A river that feels like it'll never stop runnin'

And all you can see is the lies

I know it's all over my face

I can't change I can't hide

I don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel

Don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel