歌词
Catch me in the back with my head down
在我低下头时从后面抱住我
I’m just gonna fade to the background
我从此消失在背景里
I know that I’m awkward
我知道我活的很尴尬
Laugh at the wrong jokes, say all the wrong words
嘲笑错误的笑话,说错的话
I want to die in the front seat
我想死在最前面
It feels like for the last few months we
感觉就像在过去的几个月里
Just can’t get it right, no love for life
只是不能把那些事做好,在生活中感受不到爱
Suicide on my mind every night
我每天晚上都想着自我了断
Cause I don’t understand my place
因为我一直很迷茫
What’s the point in being real when the world’s so fake?
当这个世界如此虚假的时候,做真实的有什么意义?
How many ************* pills does it take
我已经吞下多少药片了
Before my heart shuts down and my lifeline breaks?
在我的心跳暂停,我的生命结束之前?
I haven’t seen a soul in three weeks
我已经失魂落魄了三周了
Cause I haven’t left my bed, and I never even sleep
我一直躺在床上,却从未真正睡着过
Lost 20 pounds, I don’t want to ******* eat
体重掉了20磅,因为我根本不想吃任何东西
I just want to find some peace, oh god, please
我只想安宁的活着,天哪,求你了
It’s raining in the morning
早上乌云遮天,雨点飘落
It's raining in the evening
一直到晚上,雨,还没停...
It's raining when I go to bed
我伴随雨声摊在床上
40 days and 40 nights
像是度过了40个日夜
Nothing’s gonna be alright
事情不会有一点好转
Until I finally rest my head
直到我死去后被埋葬
Sometimes I wish I was dead
有时候我真希望我已经不在了
Finger to the back of my throat now
已经做好离开这个世界的准备了
Again and again get it all out
但是我一次次又放弃了
I know I’m impatient, ****** it all up again
我知道我很不耐烦,但这该死的一切又开始了
Because I stay so anxious
我一直很焦虑
I need something to die for
我需要一个可以为之而死的东西
I can’t put this life together like the tri-force
我不能这样活下去
I need a little wisdom, courage, and power
我需要一点智慧,勇气和力量
So I’m puffing level up every hour
然后我每时每刻都会往上走
Cause I don’t even know what’s real
我甚至不知道什么是真的
Either feel like **** or I just don’t feel
对世界没有一丝带有温度的感觉
How many bottles left on my bill
我到底还剩下多少?
Before I leave this scene and I chase these pills?
在我为了这些药而离开之前
For real what’s going on?
说真的,到底都发生了些什么
You said it’s all right that it’s all wrong
你说“没事”都是在骗人
But I’ll be okay just as long
我会很快好起来的
As my spirit lives on through these songs but
当我的灵魂活在这些歌曲中,但是......
It’s raining in the morning
早上乌云遮天,雨点飘落
It's raining in the evening
一直到晚上,雨,还没停...
It's raining when I go to bed
我伴随雨声摊在床上
40 days and 40 nights
像是度过了40个日夜
Nothing’s gonna be alright
事情不会有一点好转
Till I finally rest my head
直到我死去后被埋葬
Sometimes I wish I was dead
有时候我真希望我已经不在了
Sometimes I wish I was dead
有时候我真希望我已经不在了
We blow away like the leaves
我们像树叶一样被吹走
You thought you heard, misquoted
你以为你听到了,于是错误的说:
”I think I know what it means”
“我想我知道这意味着什么”
Guess I must’ve misspoken
我想我一定是说错了
I rode the train today
我将乘火车在今天离开
Forgot how much I hate tight spaces
忘了我有多讨厌狭小的空间
I hope it takes me far away
真心希望它能把我带到很远的地方
I hope you know that I'm off to the races, I'm off to the races
我希望你知道我已经退出这一切了,退出了....
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