Different

Yo I'm Doomed to a life of 7.25

No point living right won’t make it out alive

Making plays downtown, let me sleep on the drive

Leaning from the ******* codeine in my sprite

Leaning on the hollows in his ******* four-five like

Put it to my head and we'll see if I can fly

He don't really care if I’m impaired just stares, says

What the **** is up, bruh you really want to die?

Yeah, I've been blessed with a death wish

I just hope that I die young and high like Hedwig

I've been too distressed to address this

But I know I can't be the only one who feels helpless

And I'm sorry that I've been so selfish

I'd change if I could, but I just can't help it

But I know who I am, no need to pretend

Guess I’m I’m still ****** up, and let down again

Cause I've been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes

I kept your picture underneath my mattress

Can't see the sky to find my own position

I know it isn't working, I know that something's different

I know I’m ******* different...

Why the world gotta be like this?

Getting high and she tells me what her stepdad did

I keep the secret so she can pretend

That her innocence hasn't been lost in a sense

So we go to the mall and buy some ********

To block out how ****** up it all is

I just need a whip with the gold plate rims

I just need a pill to feel happiness

I just need a check and some ice I can flex

A few more drugs to feel a little less

A few more hits and a girl that's obsessed

That loves all my **** and loves having ***

So I can pretend everything's okay

But the world's so black and I'm so grey

I hope in the end one day I'll say

I see the same old world in a brand new way

Cause I've been feeling down can't wait until it passes

I hope you keep me underneath your mattress

Still too blind to see my own condition

I know I can't be perfect I know that something's missing

Cause I've been feeling down, can't wait until it passes

I kept your picture, underneath my mattress

I can't see the sky, to find my own position

I know it isn't working, I know that something's different

I hope I'm always different