歌词
I want it to be, like, messy
我想让这首歌凌乱一点
I'm so insecure that I think
我很缺乏安全感
That I'll die before I drink
估计都活不到能借酒消愁的年纪
And I'm so caught up in the news
我太在意别人的看法
Of who likes me and who hates you
搞得整天心烦意乱
And I'm so tired I might
当下的生活让我乏困
Quit my job, start a new life
指不定哪天就会奔向自由
And they'd all be so disappointed
不管人们对我多么失望
'Cause who am I if not exploited?
我很好奇跳脱束锁的我会是什么样子
And I'm so sick of seventeen
十七岁 真难熬
I’m over this teenage dream?
多少抱负 都像是妄想
If someone tells me one more time
“享受青春”在我这儿根本不存在
"Enjoy your youth", I'm gonna cry
我好痛苦 就快被压倒
And I don't stick up for myself
我一直没法振作
I'm anxious and nothing can help
整天焦躁 几乎绝望
I wish I‘ve done this before
错过了太多事
And I wish people liked me more
对爱太渴望
All I did was try my best
但我还是释然了
This’s the kind of things I get
我的生活真的一团糟
unrelentlessly upset (Upset, oh)
还不如浸在自己的苦河里
They say these are the golden years
人们都让我把握当下
But I wish that I could disappear
但我好想销声匿迹
Ego crush is so severe
自尊受挫 我感觉生不如死
God, it's brutal out here
现实真的太残酷
I feel like no one wants me
我总觉得没人爱我
And I hate the way I'm perceived
我也不想这么疑神疑鬼
I only have two real friends
不管怎么算最多两个真心朋友
And lately I'm a nervous wreck
近来总是狂躁郁闷
'Cause I love people I don't like
爱上不该爱的人
And I hate every song I write
写不出自己满意的歌
And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart
我根本算不上不出众
And I can't even parallel park
也没弄清楚自己是谁
All I did was try my best
我总告诉自己该放下所有往事
This’s the kind of things I get
我的生活真的一团糟
relentlessly upset
还不如浸在自己的苦河里
The say these are the golden years
人们都让我把握当下
But I wish that I could disappear
我就希望没人认识我
Ego crush is so severe
自尊受挫 我感觉生不如死
God, it's brutal out here
现实就是这么残酷
(Yeah, she’s havin' a really good time)
（现在她很开心）
Got a broken ego, broken heart
没了优越感 不再相信爱
God, I don't even know where to start
唉 我不知道该怎么活下去
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