Recent Illusion

how hard can it be to

have an to keep what everyone has?

out walking the street

the beautiful meet

they're starting to laugh

i know too much

i've seen to much

i crave too much

i'm out of touch

my recent illusion

blurred out my conclusion

there's no-one for me

i can't do it right

i can't sleep at night

he's all that i see

i want too much

i seek too much

i try too much

i'm out of touch

i feel too much

demand too much

i lose too much

i've lost my butch

i aim high, you aim low

oh, ain't that just the way it goes?

i see sparks, you see none

had i only quit while it was fun