Man Down

Seeing you was so bittersweet I almost died

My heart jumped but my head kept screaming why?

And I almost thought that I could change the past

And I almost, but that never really lasts

Oh

And I'm shot

Oh, baby, I'm shot

But I'm not

Whatever you wanted

Forever just wanting

You

And I hope you notice

And could come around

'Cause I always blow it

And run it into the ground

And silence keeps me frozen

And you won't make a sound

So I hope you notice

Screaming man down

You know how everyone's always saying "Seize the moment?"

I don't know, I... I'm kinda thinking it's the other way around

You know, like, the moment seizes us

And I'll only say this one time

Your headlines won't get none of my time

Yeah, I'm lying

'Cause I still can't find out

Why I'm so divided

Replay those few days over

Somehow I'll find it

Somewhere in your words

When you leant on my shoulder

I might act distant, but I swear that it's not over

I don't want to hear it

But I gotta know, yeah I just gotta know

Is there a reason, do you care if I'm still breathing?

Or am I insane

For thinking we could've made it?

Oh, baby, we could've made it

Oh, baby, I'm shot

But I'm not

Whatever you wanted

Forever just wanting

You

But you'll never know it

'Cause I'm just way too proud

Hide behind my ego

Block the whole world out

And these words they don't come easy

And they don't come loud

So you'll never know it

Screaming man down

I just saw God

I just saw God

Outside the liquor store

He told me I was lost

Lost