drowning.

I think I lost my mind a while ago

'Cause I've been seeing some ghosts

And I'd be lying if I told you I'm fine

But I lie

Yeah, these thoughts I would never speak out loud

I've seen you cry, but I've never seen you

Shout like a hurricane

These shots don't ricochet

Sight blurred, I'm walking dazed, girl

I'm ****ing faded

Or maybe wasted, I can't remember how it happened

Oh, I don't know my limits at all

I'm sinking down into my thoughts

Oh my God

But so what if I drank too much?

This ain't love, it's just a firefight

And even if it's not enough

I'll say it once, I swear I never lied

But this is the last time

This is the last time

This is the last time

This is the last time

You'll ever bring me down

But girl, you know I'm drowning

And I keep going down

But I'll swear that I'm not, I'm not, I'm not

It's friendly fire and sunlight

The aftermath of one too many words I said

When I should've said nothing at all

At all, uh

I gotta stop overthinking and missing what could've been

You were never even really here

But still we are spinning, just liars and cheaters

Right back where we started, but it don't get easier

I am drowning in liquor, and apathy will be the death of me

But so what if I drank too much?

This ain't love, its just a firefight

And even if its not enough

I'll say it once I swear I never lied

But this is the last time

But this is the last time

But this is the last time

But this is the last time

You'll ever bring me down

Last time

This is the last time