Flat Of Angles Part 3

And now for the third part of four-part Late Night Tales story

"Flat of Angles"

Written by Simon Cleary

And read by me Benendict Cumberbatch

I just can't access my thoughts

Or put them into words

I think now my brain recycle been awaiting deletion

Still no reply to my text, I send to its ...

Oh, let me see

9:48, and it's now 10 o'clock

She hasn't texted to me in response

To my imploring, longing, yearning message

full of wiring sudden grief

Thus, morning!（escalation mark）

How are you

I enjoyed our journey in the dark so can't wait this night!（escalation mark）

Back at my place, looking forward to the gig tonight

what time can you get there?

Where is Rhythm Factory?（escalation mark）

Have a great day!

Kiss.

As many questions as possible all crying out for response

surface lightness, reflective even

Asking after, referring to events our showing her I'm thinking of her

The kiss bow

That was contemplative for a good five minutes although we held hands briefly

Near McDonald's on the Earl's Court Road last night

I don't know that was to forward the kiss, too presumptuous now

But, her touch, sent a clean electric impulse through me

up my arm, into my brain

It cuts through the K, the sodium light

the rain I longed to protect her from my arms

Now he's check of the message this phone results

and a little clutch of pain somewhere of the sanity is heart

The snails are climbing all over the wall in my bathroom

There is a bush outside the window

when it rains if I've left the window open

which I need to, sometimes

They crawl in

The iridescent tracery they leave on

Unknown journey sparkles in the bob light

I take a Tesco-bag glove and gather them,

bundle them out the window.

My time spend with you before the war.

She said she was going to Spain, hoped it wouldn’t rain,

heard it wouldn’t rain. I wanted to go too,

she said she was a solo traveler,

it was her rule,

she goes on journeys alone.

With plenty to read.

I recommend some books, so that perhaps a thought of me would go with her.

Perhaps I am the only thought she had.

Or more probably, she never thought of me, as I did of her.

I wanted to say these things,

but there was always a wall around me,

I could never tell people how much they meant to me.

I could tell others how much I hated some people,

but could never even tell a friend I appreciated their company

until I'd had 10 cans, then it would descend into a stereotypical drunken

“You’re my best mate, you are.”

So we opened that bottle of absinthe, and sat on the couch.

I knocked a copy of The Face onto the floor,

cleared away a few cans with my boots.

We turned to face each other there,

and my knee touched hers.

I looked at our knees together,

hers at the top of the black leather boots, hidden in grey woollen tights,

with little bobbles on them.

Her knee moved imperceptibly away,

but I felt it.

I looked up to her face

as she said “Drink a shot with me, and look me in the eye as you do.”

We did.

and feel the effect of the alcohol,

but her eyes gave me a warm glow,

I was swallowed by them,

as she swallowed the green liquid.

I couldn’t get enough.

We did it again and again.

Rinse, then repeat.

As needed.

Well, we were fabric for a drama bass night

we were about to bow about four

Just getting our coats, when we and Tim getting some sorts of trouble with the coat room attendant, he lost his ticket

She said "we'd have to wait until the end to get the coat

So we had to sit outside by the meat market, in the freezing cold

At least wear our coats

Until 8, when it was finally over

Tim with his only coat hanging around in the middle of this desert

And then Tim, put his hand, in his jeans' pocket and pulls out a sweat rubbish ruffled ticket

saying "I had it all along"

Doug, saw this, he just screws his hands up into his face

forces them to his side

shaking, grating his teeth, groaning

moving off slowly, muttering "fu~~~XX"

Oh no, my number will be on her phone.

They’ll know.

I need to get round there and delete the calls.

So it

Out of the strong, came forth sweetness.

It says that on the tins of Lyle’s Golden Syrup.

Have you ever noticed that?

It has a picture of a lion, dead,

surrounded by bees, buzzing around,

and feasting on the lion’s innards.

It is from a Biblical story,

someone was going somewhere,

saw the lion dead in the sunshine,

and carried on.

On his way back,the bees had started to form a hive within the lion,

and were creating honey.

Hence out of the strong...

I have enough here to join her, to join the lion.

I can't walk around the block once more, again.

I've been doing that for years, and I have never escaped.

I don't even know why I'm doing it.

I'm going nowhere, like those snails, except out the window.

The streets are full of mercenary eyes.

Veins full of evil serum.

90 degrees from window.

Right down to its gables.

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