歌词
I... give... my mom so... -ness
我。。。给。。。我妈妈非常。。。-混乱
In the same house my dad died in, all alone
我爸爸也死在了同一间房子里，独自一人
Trying not to be paranoid, trying not-... as they're calling it
尽量不去偏执，试着不去妄想-。。。就像他们所说的
'Cause every headline is a reminder that the world's ****ed
因为每一个大标题都让我想起这个世界有多操蛋
So I've been tryna see the light
所以我一直试着去看到光
In between the clouds
它就藏在云层里
Still love that sunshine
还是仍喜欢那些阳光
When I look at myself, I see a broken man
当我审视自己时，我已破败不堪
Remnants of my pops, put the Glock to his head
我的残存部分，他把格洛克对准了头
Nothing ever go as planned, couldn't make amends
计划永远赶不上每次的变化
Forcibly pretend I don't give a damn
只能迫使我从嘴角挤出一句：我根本不在乎
At a loss, aimless, six feet
不知所措，迷茫，六英尺的
Deep, suffocatin', can't face it
深度，窒息，我不能面对它
Can't change it, ain't make it
我无力改变，更无法熬过去
Master plans by the maker, I see no savior
如今事已至此，我根本看不到救世主
Warped reflection in stainless steel, alcohol, and pills
包裹着反射的金属，酒精，还有药片儿
Deadly combination left with nothin' else to feel
除了这致命的组合之外，我感受不到任何东西
A floral haven, hopin' was painless, I see you in the faces
一个花香的天堂，我希望它是无痛的，我与你总会相见
Places, am I making? Reflections off a broken mirror
这里是我做的吗？一面碎镜的倒影罢了
Fragments of my fear, glarin' back, like, "Who's there?"
一地恐惧的碎片，回头瞪了一眼：“到底谁在哪儿？
I can't stand myself, beside myself, I see you there
我根本不认可自己，因为除了自己，我看到了你在那儿
I know you care, felt numb since September
我知道你在乎，自从我九月
When I heard the news, what I'd do to speak one last time
知道了这件事以来时常感到麻木，我最后一次要说的就是
Think I always will be haunted by the image
我想我总是会出没于这些印象里：
Of a bloody backdrop, skull fragments in the ceilin'
一个血淋淋的背景里，骷髅在牢房中碎裂
Thuggin' presence in the room, heard my mother squealin'
独自在房间里硬撑着，听到了妈妈的尖叫
Master of disguises, ash to ash, dust to dust, voids behind my eyelids
伪装大师，最终尘归尘土归土，我的脑中只剩空虚
Blackin' out, bleedin' out, silence
涂黑，出血，这寂静
Louder than a twisted top lion
比怒吼的雄狮更振聋发聩
As sick as our secrets, shadow people with needles
像我们每个人的秘密一样恶心，有色人种伴随着针头
Bathin' through a peephole
一同褪色于门镜
Bedtime stories in purgatory, I miss you
炼狱中的睡前故事，我思念你
For the record, I can fly
为了这张专辑，我可以飞翔
Around the world, absorbing light
环绕于每寸土地，汲取着阳光
Something's missin' deep inside
内心深处，某些事物不翼而飞
The light
光
Somethin' changed in Texas, guess I missed the message
在德克萨斯，一些事情已经变了，我想我错过了那些信息
Look, I missed my exit, I'm living like a Jetson
你看，我已经错过了我的出路，我活的像是jetson
I was broke and desperate, leanin' on my best friends
我已经又穷又绝望，只能依靠我最好的朋友
Only shot callers I was around was bartendin'
只能喝些曾经的老酒
Ain't no love in this game, momma, this is not tennis
这场游戏里没有爱，妈妈，这又不是网球（网球比赛中的数字“0”因法语“蛋 I’oeuf”这个发音来代替0）
Take your shoes off, we just did the carpetin'
脱掉你的鞋子，我刚刚铺了地毯
I could the take the hatin', I could take the praisin'
我可以接受仇恨，我也可以接受赞扬
And it's all noise to me, I'll turn into Satan
这些对于我来说都是噪音，我快要变成了魔鬼
Y'all stuck in the Matrix, red pill, blue pill, all these different faces
你们都被困在了《黑客帝国》里，红药片，蓝药片，这些不同的外表
All these different cases, shit, y'all done seen me naked
都在不同的箱子里，该死，你们都看到了最赤裸的我
So I'm aware what I want now and I ain't finna fake it
所以我意识到了我真正想要的，我不会去假装
Thank God I made it, thank God I seen God last summer
感谢老天我做到了，感谢老天我在上一个夏天见到了神
I was standing on the bridge, I see all y'all under me
我当时站在桥上，看到了在下面的你们
Know you are struggling, niggas out here juggling
我知道你们都在挣扎，你们都在玩儿着把戏
Losin' jobs, well, losin' God, then everything is tumbling
失去了工作？那没事儿。失去了信仰？那就会失神者亡
Feel Heaven rumbling, the rapture is comin'
感受到了来自天堂的聒噪，那是狂热的欣喜正在来临
I love the attention, I'm a bastard in public
我喜欢博得注意因为我走在路上就是混蛋
I still struggle with tellin' my mom who I'm in love with
我还在纠结告诉妈妈谁是我爱的人
Subtleties in between where these diamonds gleam
钻石之间的微光最为精妙
When Thanksgiving come around, I still don't see 'em
当感恩节来临的时候，我依旧看不到他们
When Christmas come around, nigga, I still don't see 'em
就算圣诞节也到了，我也依旧看不到
Showed the world who I was before I got to know Ian
在我认识我自己之前我就已经向世界展示了我是谁
To get my people money in exchange for they freedom
把钱给我的人民让他们得到自由
I would give it all back for a chance to free 'em
但我会把这些都还回去给他们自由的机会
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