Stan(Proga Remix)

It's always been about breaken.And both I'm better than you with this

And I am better than you will did. Now I finally find that

Yeah this kid over here,you know

He may have more chicks and he may have better clothes,whatever

But he cannot do this like me.You know what I mean?

He can't write what I'm writing right now.

Dear Slim, I wrote you but you still ain't calling

I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom

I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em

There probably was a problem at the post office or something

Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em

But anyways, ******* it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?

My girlfriend's pregnant, too, I'm bout to be a father

If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?

I'ma name her Bonnie

I read about your Uncle Ronnie, too, I'm sorry

I had a friend kill himself over some ******* who didn't want him

I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan

I even got the underground *******t that you did with Skam

I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man

I like the *******t you did with Rawkus, too, that *******t was phat

Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back

Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan.This is Stan

Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance

I ain't mad - I just think it's ******* Up you don't answer fans

If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert

you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew

That's my little brother man, he's only six years old

We waited in the blistering cold for you

Four hours and you just said, "No."

That's pretty *******tty man - you're like his ******* idol

He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do

I ain't that mad though, I just don't like being lied to

Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you

You would write back - see I'm just like you in a way

I never knew my father neither

He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her

I can relate to what you're saying in your songs

So when I have a *******tty day, I drift away and put 'em on

'Cause I don't really got *******t else so that *******t helps when I'm depressed

I even got a tattoo with your name across the chest

Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds

It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me

See everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it

My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/70

But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does

She don't know what it was like for people like us growing up

You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose

Sincerely yours, Stan

-- P.S.

We should be together, too

Dear Mister I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,

This'll be the last package I ever send your ass

It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?

I know you got my last two letters;

I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect

So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it

I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway

Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?

You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air Tonight"

About that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning

But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a show he found him?

That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning

Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy

And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call

I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall

I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it

You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it

And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it

I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me

See Slim,Shut up *******! I'm trying to talk!

Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screaming in the trunk,

But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you

'Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die, too

Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now

Oh *******t, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this *******t out?this *******t out..

I am non-white.You know,and this is predominant when with like music

You know,and people telling me that you don't belong...

Like,you will not succeed because of your this color

This is certain right,but they do see the same things that I am singing.

And I don't hear no one say anything about that