this is do or die just like everything else

This is do or die just like everything else, yeah

This an angel falling fast, I might need help, yeah

"These are words you need to hear," I tell myself, yeah

Pray that god strikes me down, don't wanna live no more

I don’t have no time for closure

You did your rounds, I ****** around and now it’s over

You know expecting things to last is bad composure

I know I’m ****** up in the head, that's why I lost her

Please forgive me for my sins

I ain’t mean to hurt my loved ones,

And unfortunately I did

I'ma regret my mistakes until the OD or the lead

This is much past far removed,

You know I've been way off the edge, yeah, yah

This is suicide, just not sure where it ends, yah

This is beautiful, just let me play pretend, yah

This is cynical, I've been a piece of ****, yah

This is factual, I'm just relaying scripts, yah

I'ma own up, own up, I'ma **** up, **** up

Are you sorry that you met me?

I still wonder, wonder (I still wonder, wonder)

But you don't gotta wonder (But you don't gotta wonder)

I'ma own up, own up, I'ma **** up, **** up

Are you sorry that you met me?

I still wonder, wonder (I still wonder, wonder)

But you don't gotta wonder (But you don't gotta wonder)

This is do or die just like everything else, yeah

This an angel falling fast, I might need help, yeah

"These are words you need to hear," I tell myself, yeah

Pray that god strikes me down, don't wanna live no more

This is suicide, just not sure where it ends, yah

This is beautiful, just let me play pretend, yah

This is cynical, I've been a piece of ****, yah

This is factual, I'm just relaying scripts, yah

I'm so stuck in my head

Life look like a dead end

Broken heart, I can't mend

Out to break more again

I'ma own up, own up, I'ma **** up, **** up

Are you sorry that you met me?

I still wonder, wonder (I still wonder, wonder)

But you don't gotta wonder(you don't gotta wonder)