Misunderstood

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Yo lately I been dealing with some fake friends

It's something that I can't stand

Talk behind my back

But when they see me

Wanna shake hands

The other days my boys hit me up

Like let's make plans

I met with them they set me up

They beat me up till my face jam

Time ticking I don't know how long I have to live

I'm struggling I'm staying at my auntie crib

I keep my head high even when I'm feeling low

I'm still broke its hard to get some sleep

When you want to flow

I dont want your pitty

I dont want your dollar bills

I want yall to feel the same pain my Momma feel

Working late 9 to 8 coming home kinda late

Sometime she don't eat making sure me and my sister straight

My girl left me but I understand she needed time

Thats when I found out she had somebody on the side

And now I wonder why everyday she told me lies

Funny how our demon look so beautiful when in disguise

Still shedding tears every day I deal with hurt

Tried committing sucide that ain't even work

Put the gun to my brain

Since everybody hate me

Click, Click, Pow

I forgot the gun was on safety

Other night I had a conversation with the devil

He came in my dream showing off his gold bezels

He told me if I followed him I have a big home

I sized him up and stumped him back to hell

With my timbs on

Why you reaching out your hand

When you let me down?

Im still coughin up water

From when you let me drown

I thank god cause he let me see the real in him

Funny how my dreams and nightmares

Have the same people

In em

Aye

Tell me how you feeling my *****

Yo i'm feeling good my *****

I just feel misunderstood my *****

Aye

Tell me how you feeling my *****

Yo i'm feeling good my *****

I just feel misunderstood my *****

Ya I feel misunderstood my *****

Don't you know

There's a hell in hello

And a good in goodbye

There's a lie in believe

If in the word life

I don't know if I can love again

Lately I've been suffering

But you know you can't heal wounds

If you keep touching them

Many people have no voice

Dont even make a sound

But we all have a chapter that we never read out loud

I have a voice

I made a choice

And now I can't be grounded

Rapist, Racist, the hatred

I had to stay around it

At least a hunnit views everytime I spit my pain

Pump get a million every time he yell gucci gang

But I respect that

Stay on ya grind

I love supporting peoples dreams

I like seeing them shine

Cause i'm only 15

I ain't even got a dime

But i'm straight

Cause I know I have a million dollar mind

People steady asking you why you in

Your feelings all the time?

Cause my pain bring me closer

And I need it just to grind

Friends on that angel dust

Dad moved away from us

Maybe I would be a better man if he stayed with us

I dont make this music

For the women or the fame

I make it cause it help with my pain

Aye

Tell me how you feeling my *****

Yo i'm feeling good my *****

I just feel misunderstood my *****

Ya I feel misunderstood my *****

Aye

Tell me how you feeling my *****

Yo i'm feeling good my *****

I just feel misunderstood my *****

Ya I feel misunderstood my ***** (goat)