Habits

Complicated

Frustrated

Underestimated

Can't sleep, mind racing

Hard to stay concentrated

Foreign towns, missing home

Please don't forget about me

Tell the story, all the glory

******* what they say about me

Some days I feel

So out of place with these fake people in my face

I cannot relate, yeah

Sometimes I feel

Like I create, and they just take everything that I make

Turnaround and then hate

Maybe I was living off expectations

Or I was born in the wrong generation

That's probably it

Meanwhile I'm crushing **** overseas

Hopefully tonight we'll find more

Long days on tour

Backstage getting boring

But step on stage and they roaring

I fell in love with a very bad habit

But I feel alive for the very first time

I don't wanna die

But, I don't, I don't wanna hide

Or keep **** inside

I will not cry, so

I'll deal how I deal with it, deal with it

I am 13 hours clean and still counting

Save me from these day dreams about it

Under full moons, night swims and tattoos

I cannot stand these ******* rules

I been sailing too long in cold water

Restrain me from these pills and more doctors

And erase me from this page and start over

I want to start over

I fell in love with a very bad habit

I was alive for the very first time

You said goodbye, when I was trying to say

Something ain't right inside of me

I want to run away

I want to run away, run away

I don't want to stay

I don't want to stay, I dont want to stay here

I wish you could relate

I’d wish upon a star, ******* that

Leave it up to fate

We are who we are so don't judge me

Just 'cause it's hard to smile

Read between white lines

See what's in my mind

I feel in love with a very bad habit

But I was alive for the very first time

You said goodbye, when I was trying to say

Something ain't right inside of me

I want to run away

I don't want to stay