歌词
Wasn't raised religious
没有皈依过什么
But I wish that I was
但宁愿有过
Having nothing to believe in
没有什么去坚信
Has been killing my buzz
感官也都退化
Yeah, I cut my hair
剪短头发
Close the blinds
不敢睁眼
Play Hallelujah like two dozen times
把哈利路亚放了无数遍
And yesterday I tried to pray
就在昨天 我试着祈祷
But I didn't know what to say
但我不知道该说什么
I'm too sad to cry
悲极难泣
Too high to get up
回天无力
Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to **** up
不敢去尝试因为我怕搞砸
Don't like to talk
不想说话
Just lay in my bed
就窝在床上
Don't even try to go out with my friends
不想出门去和朋友相随
Lied to my doctor
对医生说谎
She knew I was faking
她知道我怎样
Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take 'em
给我几副药物但我不敢去吞下
I try and I try
无数次尝试
But I'm too sad to cry
但我悲极难泣
Can't tell my mama
不能告诉老妈
It makes her worry
因为她会担心
I'm not suicidal
我没想放弃
But sometimes the lines get all blurry
但有时界限变得模糊不清
Yeah, I cut my hair
是的我剪了短发
Closed the blinds
对一切视而不见
Played Hallelujah like two dozen times
把哈利路亚放了无数遍
And yesterday I tried to pray
就在昨天 我试着祈祷
But I didn't know what to say
但我却哑口无言
I'm too sad to cry
悲极难泣
Too high to get up
回天无力
Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to **** up
不敢去尝试因为我怕搞砸
Don't like to talk
不想说话
Just lay in my bed
就窝在床上
Don't even try to go out with my friends
不想出门去和朋友相随
I lied to my doctor
对医生说了谎
She knew I was faking
她一眼便看穿
Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take 'em
开了几副药但我不敢去吞下
I try and I try
我试过了
But I'm too sad to cry
但我悲极难泣
I'm too sad to cry
悲极难泣
Too high to get up
回天无力
Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to **** up
不敢向前看因为我怕搞砸
Don't like to talk
不想说话
Just stay in my bed
就窝在床上
Don't even try to go out with my friends
不想出门去和朋友相随
Lied to my doctor
对医生说谎
She knew I was faking
她知道我怎样
Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take 'em
给我几副药物但我不敢去吞下
I try and I try
我试过了
But I'm too sad to cry
但我悲极难泣
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