歌词
Thoughts
奇思妙想
Sometimes I just can't control my thoughts
我有时会控制不了自己的想法
No medication's ever made them stop
没有药物能抑制那些思绪
All I think about is everything I'm not
我满脑袋都是我无法拥有的东西
Instead of everything I've got
而不是我所有拥有的一切
'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing
因为我畏惧他们正在吃吃嘲笑着我
So I make the joke first
所以我会先开个玩笑
If I beat 'em to the punchline
如果我抢先笑出声
Then I can't get hurt
我就不会受到伤害
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying
我向上帝起誓，我正在尽力改变着
But I don't know how to be
但是我真的不知如何
How to be a good friend to me
如何跟自己和解
'Cause sometimes I just feel like I'm a freak
因为有时我感觉自己就是个怪咖
When I wake up, I just don't like what I see
我睁开双眼时，我无法喜欢我的所见
All the way from my head right down to my feet
从头到脚都无法喜欢
Wish that I felt differently
希望有一天我会有不同的感受
But I'm scared they're all laughing
但是我畏惧着他们的吃吃嘲笑
So I make the joke first
所以我会先开个玩笑
If I beat 'em to the punchline
如果我比他们抢先笑起来
Then I can't get hurt
我就不会感觉受伤
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying
我向上帝起誓，我正在努力着适应
But I don't know how to be
我只是不知如何
How to be a good friend to me
如何与自己成为朋友
Change
改变
Wonder if I'll ever really change
幻想着未来的某一天我是否真的会有所改变
'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing
因为我害怕他们的嘲笑声
So I make the joke first
所以我会先开玩笑
If I beat 'em to the punchline
抢先笑出声
Then I can't get hurt
那样我会好受点
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying
我向上帝起誓，我正在努力改变着
But I don't know how to be
我只是不知如何
How to be a good friend to
如何和自己和解
The voice inside my head that's telling me I'm okay
我脑海中盘旋的声音告诉我，我可以
Entertain it for a second, then I push it away
考虑了一会儿，还是将这个想法放弃
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying
我向上帝起誓
But I don't know how to be
我只是不知
How to be a good friend to me
不知如何与自己和解
Thoughts
思绪万千
Sometimes I just can't control my thoughts
有时，我就是无法控制自己的思绪
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