歌词
(Pipe that shit up, TnT)
制作人Tag
(Dmac on the ****in' track)
制作人Tag
(Tahj Money)
制作人Tag
[Chorus]
我知道生活是个**，她很不公平
I know life is a ***** and she don't fight fair
不然我怎么天天都从噩梦中醒来
How the **** I wake up from a dream to a nightmare?
把我们丢下，你会看到我们发光的
Left us behind, you seen that light glare
我知道你靠别人帮助发达了
I know you walkin' up to Heaven on them white stairs
为什么我不能把车开到你床前炫耀
Why I can't just pull up to your crib and see you right there?
直到你死去他们才知道关心你
Nobody love you 'til you dead, that's when they might care
发达之前我们还是做做朋友吧
[Verse 1]
想知道如果你当时真的喜欢我，那你现在居心何在
Let's just be friends before we rush into a label
我想让你改的地方都是希望你能变好
Wanna know if you really **** with me, girl, what's your angle?
我不配被爱，如果你离开我，我不怪你
It's only for the better if I'm tryna change you
但是精神创伤还是让我情绪不稳定
Lovin' me ain't easy, if you leave, I don't blame you
沉浸在感情中，无法自已
Trauma got me ****ed up, so I'm mentally unstable
天天想太多，我很痛苦
I got wrapped up in my emotions, now I'm tangled
一着不慎满盘皆输
Deep in my thoughts and overthinkin' can get painful
关掉社交软件通知，我只和内心对话
Watch how I move, one wrong decision can be fatal
和我一起走，你会明白我只是想对你好
Hidden messages, conversations with my angels
大多数时候我都只身一人，我很不明白为什么要背叛我
Just walk with me and you'll see I'm tryna save you
从无到有，生活很难，但我还没拉满
Most times I'm by myself, I'm still confused from betrayal
人与人之间靠痛苦串联，只分享负能量的事
From rags to riches, shit still hard, I'm just on phase two
你对我来说是独一无二的
[Chorus]
我知道生活是个**，她很不公平
Bondin' over drugs and pain, dirty Sprite share
不然我怎么天天都从噩梦中醒来
My dawg was one of a kind, I know your type rare
把我们丢下，你会看到我们发光的
I know life is a ***** and she don't fight fair
我知道你靠别人帮助发达了
How the **** I wake up from a dream to a nightmare?
为什么我不能把车开到你床前炫耀
Left us behind, you seen that light glare
直到你死去他们才知道关心你
I know you walkin' up to Heaven on them white stairs
他只靠自己过活，现在走投无路了
Why I can't just pull up to your crib and see you right there?
因为他发现他无法一个人生活在家里一个人生活
Nobody love you 'til you dead, that's when they might care
高三时，萌生辍学的想法
[Verse 2]
独自对抗世界，发达时已近半百
Livin' on his own and he runnin' out of options now
走在黑暗的道路上，他只是想找到一条更合适的路
'Cause he felt like he couldn't be hisself at his mama house
不想看到那些指责，靠听音乐来屏蔽
Hittin' licks, missin' school, junior year, he thought 'bout droppin' out
小时候遭到猥亵
Him against the world, 40 on him when he poppin' out
思想乱了，甚至改变了他的行为
On his dark road, he just tryna find a proper route
彻夜练习说错，邻居都让他放弃，觉得这是噪音
Hate the criticism, he uses music to block it out
为情所困，每天都很窝火
By his auntie, he was molested as a baby boy
他想找人打一架，往他的脸上锤
Messed up his head, it even changed the way he play with toys
想念自己成长的地方，但是面前的一切都无法逃避
Up late night rappin' and they told him to quit makin' noise
人与人之间靠痛苦串联，只分享负能量的事
Stuck in his feelings, he be spendin' every day annoyed
你对我来说是独一无二的
He wanna stand over a *****, leave his face destroyed
我知道生活是个**，她很不公平
He miss his hood, now this something that he can't avoid
不然我怎么天天都从噩梦中醒来
[Chorus]
把我们丢下，你会看到我们发光的
Bondin' over drugs and pain, dirty Sprite share
我知道你靠别人帮助发达了
My dawg was one of a kind, I know your type rare
为什么我不能把车开到你床前炫耀
I know life is a ***** and she don't fight fair
直到你死去他们才知道关心你
How the **** I wake up from a dream to a nightmare?
Left us behind, you seen that light glare
I know you walkin' up to Heaven on them white stairs
Why I can't just pull up to your crib and see you right there?
Nobody love you 'til you dead, that's when they might care
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