歌词
I don't even know who I am anymore
我已不再认识自己
I'm living a lie
过着虚伪的生活
The truth is that I'm getting too comfortable
我逐渐沉迷于舒适安逸
Leaving myself behind
忽视了自己的真实
Running after new thrills
追逐新的刺激
sprinting up new hills
攀登新的高峰
'Til it all eventually catches up
直到一切追不上
I don't even know who I am anymore
我已不再认识自己
I think about how you said
我想起你说过的话
That you loved me you but you didn't love being with me
你爱我 但不喜欢和我在一起
The day you bid me farewell
你告别的那天
It's probably for the best
也许这是最好的结果
'Cause you deserve the best
因为你值得最好的
And not just the pieces of my broken home
而不是我破碎的心
I'm learning the things I've always known
慢慢学着我一直知道的道理
Someone else won't make me whole
别人无法让我完整
or get the itch inside my soul
也无法治愈我内心的渴望
I always fall
我总是陷入
for the illusion of it all
幻象的纷扰
I don't even know what I want anymore
我已不再知道自己想要什么
I'm living the dream
过着梦中的生活
Visions I had on the school bus home
儿时在校车上幻想的景象
Appear in front of me
如今展现在我眼前
Thought that I'd feel different
我以为会有不同的感受
While my ego's lifted
虽然自尊心愈发拔高
My soul's been buried underneath my feet
但灵魂却深埋脚下
And home feels so damn far
而如今 家是如此遥不可及
I forget who I am
离家这么久
When I'm gone this long
我忘记了自己是谁
Forget what I loved so long
忘记了我曾经如此热爱的东西
Ago, so long ago
很久之前的那些热爱
I'm learning the things I've always known
慢慢学着我一直知道的道理
I reach new heights, but feel new lows
我攀登新的高峰 却抵达新的低谷
Cross paths with many, then walk alone
与许多人擦肩而过 又踽踽独行
I always fall
我总是陷入
For the illusion of it all
幻象的纷扰
The circles in my mind
我的脑海中不断盘旋着
The endless lives I've tried to lead
我试图过的无数种生活
Old wounds and new lies
从前的旧伤和如今的新谎
Looking outside, not within
只看外在 而不看内心
I don't want to wait here anymore
我不愿再在这里等待
I'm done falling for these illusions
我厌倦了这些幻象
Done with these illusions
厌倦了这些幻象
Done with these illusions
厌倦了这些幻象
Done with these illusions
厌倦了这些幻象
Done with these illusions
厌倦了这些幻象
专辑信息
1.Ode to Boredom
2.California Winter
3.How?
4.Tragedy
5.Grieving
6.Lonely City Waltz
7.Speed of Light
8.Any Day
9.Daggers
10.The Morning
11.Illusions
12.One and Only