歌词
Wait, wait, wait
等等，等等
Why you creeping? You don't wanna see what time I'm on
为什么你要偷偷摸摸的？你不想知道我现在的状态？
Wait, wait, wait
等等，等等
Now I'm leaving, you don't wanna see what time I'm on
现在我要离开了，你不想知道我现在的状态？
Wait, wait, wait
等等，等等
You wanna play that game, well, so do I
你想玩那个游戏，好，那我也一样
Wait, wait, wait
等等，等等
You wanna hide all day, all day, all night
你想整天整夜地躲藏
Wait, wait, wait
等等，等等
I feel
我感觉
My body disappear
我的身体正在消失
This nightmare feels so real
这个噩梦感觉如此真实
Your all I want my dear, my dear, my dear
亲爱的你是我想要的唯一，我的宝贝
Can't breath with this on my chest
这压在我胸口，让我无法呼吸
It's getting dire
情况越来越严重
Greed gon' make me confess
贪婪会让我坦露出
All my desires
所有的欲望
Leave me, it's for the best
离开我，这对我们都好
I can't keep hiding from myself
我不能一直瞒着自己
From myself, from myself
瞒着自己，瞒着自己
Hiding from myself
瞒着自己
Perpetual punishment is what I put myself through
无休止的惩罚是我咎由自取
Lack of self-forgiveness is the reason I can't move
缺乏自我宽恕使我寸步难行
Shackled to the lack of reconciling with my past
与过去和解的缺乏将我束缚
I don't feel safe, I've made mistakes, I need to brace for impact
我感到不安全，已经犯了错误，需要做好迎接冲击的准备
When in fact, letting go lowers the knife that I'm holding
而实际上，放手能让我放下手中的刀
To my own throat but maybe I don't like not knowing
正对我的喉咙，但也许我并不想知道
Who's gonna protect me if I'm not on high alert and unprepared?
如果我不保持高度警惕和准备好，谁会保护我？
I needed protection as a kid, but protection wasn't there
小时候的我需要保护，但那时保护却不在
But I'm thirty now, my dad can't be bothered to help
现在我已三十，我爸懒得帮忙
I said I'm thirty now, I gotta learn to father myself
说了现在都已三十，我得学会自己照顾自己
See the pain that I've been pushin' down is boiling now
看，一直压抑的痛苦现在沸腾了
Tried shootin' at my shadow, I'm recoiling now
试着对付自己的影子，现在我却在自食其果
Tormented, tour ended but the shows' not over
折磨的演唱会结束了，但表演才刚刚开始
I gotta deal with the boos from my own thoughts sober
我得清醒地面对脑袋里的嘘声
What's my future look like without my toxic mascot?
没了那个有毒的面具，我的未来会怎么样？
Will they still love Russell if I take the mask off?
如果我摘下面具，他们还会爱Russell吗?
Can't breathe with this on my chest
这压在我胸口，让我无法呼吸
It's getting dire
情况越来越严重
Greed gon' make me confess
贪婪会让我坦露出
All my desires
所有的欲望
Leave me, it's for the best
离开我，这对我们都好
I can't keep hiding from myself
我不能一直瞒着自己
From myself, from myself
瞒着自己，瞒着自己
Hiding from myself
瞒着自己
Done fighting, fighting for this hell
不再为这地狱般的生活而挣扎
Done hiding, hiding from myself
不再躲避自己
Done fighting, fighting for this hell
不再为这地狱般的生活而挣扎
Done hiding, hiding from myself
不再躲避自己
Wait, wait, wait
等等，等等
Why you creeping? You don't wanna see what time I'm on
为什么你要偷偷摸摸的？你不想知道我现在的状态？
Wait, wait, wait
等等，等等
Now I'm leaving, you don't wanna see what time I'm on
现在我要离开了，你不想知道我现在的状态？
Wait, wait, wait
等等，等等
You wanna play that game, well, so do I
你想玩那个游戏，好，那我也一样
Wait, wait, wait
等等，等等
You wanna hide all day, all day, all night
你想整天整夜地躲藏
Can't breath with this on my chest
这压在我胸口，让我无法呼吸
It's getting dire
情况越来越严重
Greed gon' make me confess
贪婪会让我坦露出
All my desires
所有的欲望
Leave me, it's for the best
离开我，这对我们都好
I can't keep hiding from myself
我不能一直瞒着自己
From myself, from myself
瞒着自己，瞒着自己
Hiding from myself
瞒着自己
Done fighting, fighting for this hell
不再为这地狱般的生活而挣扎
Done hiding, hiding from myself
不再躲避自己
Done fighting, fighting for this hell
不再为这地狱般的生活而挣扎
Done hiding, hiding from myself
不再躲避自己
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