歌词
Um, the first time I was heartbroken
第一次我心碎时
I was fifteen
我十五岁
And he was two years older than me
而他比我大两岁
And I thought he was the coolest guy in the world because he could drive
当时我认为他是世界上最帅的人因为他会开车
He absolutely ripped my heart out
他完全麻痹了我的心
And still to this day, I don't know if it was love
但直到今天，我都不知道那是不是爱情
And I don't know if I've ever felt love
我也不知道我是否被爱
And I don't think I will know until the day I die
我认为直到我死去的那天我也不会知道
The first time I ever lost somebody super close to me was my Aunt Patty
我的阿姨Patty是我失去的第一个很亲近的亲人
She got cancer when I was really young
在我很小的时候她就得了肿瘤
She fought hard but ended up passing
她很努力地坚持，可最终她还是去世了
And I remember her final day, she was really skinny and sickly
我依然记得她离去前的最后一天她是多么虚弱， 瘦骨嶙峋
Talkin' 'bout how precious life was and how she didn't wanna go
诉说着她是多么不希望失去她珍贵的生命
Really put everything in perspective for me
对我的想法产生了很打的影响
She was younger than I am now
那是她比现在的我还年轻
Y'know, I remember the first time I got the news that I was gonna be a dad
我还记得我第一次得知我要成为一个父亲的时候
While I was actually landing in Dallas for my great-grandmother's funeral
当我为了参加我亲爱的祖母的葬礼而来到达拉斯时
And I remember landing and getting a text from Koa's mom
我记得那时我收到了一条来自Koa的母亲的短信
Just being like, "Hey, call me immediately, like, I have to talk to you"
短信上写着:马上打电话给我，我有话跟你说
And, uh, she was like, "I'm pregnant, we're- we're gonna have a kid"
接着她说：我怀孕了，我们就要有一个孩子了
And the mixed emotions I can't even begin to explain, like
我不知道该如何解释当时复杂的情绪
Just losing one of the strongest members of our family
我们失去了家里最强壮的成员
And, also, gaining a member of the family
接着，也获得了一个新的成员
I remember the first time I had to make a big move was when I was moving from Sydney to LA
我记得我第一次面临一个打的改变：我将要从悉尼搬到美国时
With my older brother LAROI
和我的哥哥一起
And I remember, at first, I was just like, really, really angry with LAROI and mom
我记得起初，我恨死了我的母亲和哥哥
Just like, losing it, 'cause I was like, moving away from all of my friends, cousins and all my relatives, and everything
因为我被迫要离开我所有的朋友，亲戚以及我的所有东西
Like, it hurt, you know
你们也知道，那是非常痛苦的
But I realize that if they didn't move me out, I probably would've been a completely different person
但我也意识到，如果他们没有让我搬到美国，我讲无法完成蜕变
And like I would've been raised completely differently and whatever
我也不会以这种完全不同的方式成长
But yeah, that was my first time
以上就是我目前人生中的多个第一次了
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