Too many times

There's so many times that I

That I have lost my mind

Whoever wonders that I

Can't ask but I can't lie

I've tried saving my face, but

Not sure that's what I wanted

No, I, oh, I

I thought I did before

This life ain't what you asked

As I thought out loud

I travelled far for this

Do you wonder why I still drown?

And I hold my breath

When I take a chance

You're too used to this now

When there's no air left

Well, who's pulling me up? Mm

I could tell that I'm missed

I'm surely damned

But that won't ever stop me

I have always had this crown

But they can only taste it now

I could tell in the midst

I'm surely down

But that won't ever stop me

I have always had this crown

But they can only taste it now

What you say, this ain't right, this went left

Coming back home I ain't got time for this

Who you love, who you blame, who asked for this

When did you make up your mind that I had time for this?

Been too long, two months but now I called you up

Yeah, you were there but you knew nothing about me

How'd you learn if you don't hear the words I said?

Maybe you could feel it through my pain instead

I could tell that I'm missed I'm surely damned

But that won't ever stop me

I have always had this crown

But they can only taste it now

I could tell in the midst I'm surely down

But that won't ever stop me

I have always had this crown

But they can only taste it now