Memories

I wish I could just let go

Of all the memories I know

Of all the memories I know

But they’re still stuck in my brain

Every time I fall asleep, I know

I’ll wake up alone

I’ll wake up alone

Dreams of you

Wrap around my throat

I think I’m gonna choke

I think I’m gonna choke

Running, running, running, running through the dark

Watch me run a little more

‘Cause when I said forever, I meant forever, now

I wish I could just let go

Of all the memories I know

Of all the memories I know

But they’re still stuck in my brain

I wish I could just let go

Of all the memories I know

Of all the memories I know

But they’re still stuck in my brain

I never wanted to cry

I always thought I would make it right

But now I’m stuck inside this shame instead

“Pontificating hypocrite” is what you said

When my heart breaks just a little bit I wanna drop dead

I didn’t wanna concede

Or call my fantasies make-believe

Holding tightly to the task at hand

When I really should be focusing to learn and understand

But I bury all the tragedy with sand

Running, running, running, running to my car

I can’t f!cking cry in front of her

When I said forever, I meant forever, now

I wish I could just let go

Of all the memories I know

Of all the memories I know

But they’re still stuck in my brain

I wish I could just let go

Of all the memories I know

Of all the memories I know

But they’re still stuck in my brain

I wish I could just let go

Of all the memories I know

Of all the memories I know

But they’re still stuck in my brain