empty bottles #PAIN

lately my room's been a mess

decaying with every breath that i take

seem like the more that i get

the more problems i have on my plate

remember themm days with no stress

i wish that i knew how to make it go away

i been blowing through my checks

but all of this money ain't

really helping with the #PAIN

empty bottles on the floor

couple pills inside the drawer

can't be bothered anymore

being alive is like a chore

empty bottles on the floor

couple pills inside the drawer

barely helping anymore

think i'm dead- at my core

wonder if they get the message

it's hard for me to express it-

not sure where i'm headed

but i probably won't make it to heaven

closer to hell than i've ever been

killing demons in my presence

tryna count all of my blessings

but every night the void beckons

if there exists such a thing as a god

he should know better than to test me

lately my room's been a mess

decaying with every breath that i take

seem like the more that i get

the more problems i have on my plate

remember themm days with no stress

i wish that i knew how to make it go away

i been blowing through my checks

but all of this money ain't

really helping with the #PAIN

lately my room's been a mess

decaying with every breath that i take

seem like the more that i get

the more problems i have on my plate

remember themm days with no stress

i wish that i knew how to make it go away

i been blowing through my checks

but all of this money ain't

really helping with the #PAIN

empty bottles on the floor

couple pills inside the drawer

can't be bothered anymore

being alive is like a chore

empty bottles on the floor

couple pills inside the drawer

barely helping anymore

think i'm dead- at my core

empty bottles on the floor

couple pills inside the drawer

can't be bothered anymore

being alive is like a chore

empty bottles on the floor

couple pills inside the drawer

barely helping anymore

think i'm dead- at my core