歌词
看起来黑子们都想让我失败
It seems like they all want me to fail
但我绝不退缩
But I’m not goin’ back
绝不退缩
Not goin’ back, baby
请告诉我你希望我能够成功
Please tell me you don’t want me to fail
因我不甘愿再做一个平庸的人了
‘Cause I’m not goin’ back
不甘平庸
Not goin’ back
我本可能成为个悲剧笑柄可我没有
I coulda been a tragedy
这使那些曾嘲讽打击我的尼格们
That’s why these fake niggas
更加愤怒
Who call me pussy are mad at me
因为他们没法和我一样成功
‘Cause they ain’t have the smarts or the heart
你们难道没读过《分崩离析》吗？
Ain’t you read the fuckin’ book Things Fall Apart?
我从不想一尘不变
I was never gonna stay the same
我想要的就是扭转战局
All I ever really wanted was to change the game
我征服，在占领，度过了牛逼的一年
Spent the year kickin’ ass and takin’ names
铭记在心吧
Try to tell it to your heart, Taylor Dayne
我拿到高考成绩那天，妈妈说我是个特别的孩子
Mama told me I was special when them test scores came in
你们说我是新世纪史皇，Jaden才是
Callin’ me the new Will Smith, that’s Jaden
你们说我说唱时像个娘们儿，源于厌恶
Callin’ me a faggot when I’m rappin’, that’s hatin’
我的朋友们建议我步伐慢些，开什么玩笑？
I need to slow down, what the fuck is y’all sayin’
他们真是气氛杀手本人
Step inside the party, y’all niggas is mood killers
我的生活准则很简单：尽兴快活，然后洒脱赴死
My lifestyle simple, live easy and Bruce Willis
我是生活的主宰者
I’m the boss, Michael Scott,
你们只是背景杂音的声声牢骚
Y’all bitches is just Phyllis
我已经让世界疯狂
Set the world on fire,
你们只是碌碌无为
Y’all motherfuckers is chillin’, what is this
那些过气“MC”还试图想取回原有的地位
That’s why these fuckin’ MCs want their asses back
你们不知道我已经牛逼到让音乐成了我的马子了么
Don’t you know that I’m a rapist, ask a track
品口威士忌，真想把整瓶都吹了
Whiskey-sippin’, wanna drink the whole bottle
但我不会，因为那些聪明的中产阶级黑人小孩需要我这个榜样
But these smart middle-class black kids need a role model
我过去也是他们中的一员，受尽欺凌
Fuckin’ hate me, that’s what I’m used to
欺凌者实为浑噩渣滓，而我们则神他妈屌翻天
Suck a dick, we the shit, Metamucil
操你妈，世界上除了嗑药之外一定还有一种方法
God damn, man, there’s gotta be a better way
能让我24小时清醒着去完成更多有意义的事
Than pill-poppin’ all these drugs so I can stay awake
不用像《救命下课铃》里的Jessie一样不停重复“嗨翻我了”
Like I’m Jessie in this bitch, I’m so excited
尽管楼上在开派对，但我却是没被邀请的怪胎
There’s a party at the top, you ain’t invited
但我知道那个派对很逊，而且充满假装精致的塑料婊子
But it’s lame, and all the bitches is fake
我开始怀念前女友
You think about your old girl
并觉得当时分手是个错误
And how breakin’ up’s a mistake
顽固的黑人老表们觉得我要么深柜要么gay
Black dudes assume I’m closeted or kinda gay
白皮傻逼们又假惺惺地说自己分不清Amber和Gabourey
White people confused like girl on Glee and Gabourey
我把成为Donald作为全职工作
IAmDonald is a full-time job
那些傻逼只希望我赶紧失败这样就可以马后炮diss我
These niggas want me to fail so they can write me off
看起来黑子们都想让我失败
It seems like they all want me to fail
但我绝不退缩
But I’m not goin’ back
绝不退缩
Not goin’ back, baby
请告诉我你希望我能够成功
Please tell me you don’t want me to fail
因我不甘愿再做一个平庸的人了
‘Cause I’m not goin’ back
不甘平庸
Not goin’ back
脏女孩爱我，见屌颜开
Dirty girls love my dick, they’re cock-roaches
犹太女孩别给我口，违法
Jewish girls eat my meat, it’s not kosher
消消气黑girl
Relax, black chick, I think that I have offended thee
我不是故意冒犯你
Got nothin’ against the sistas,
你们喜欢“真正的”粗野型尼格而我不是你们的菜
I just don’t think they’re into me
我不是所谓“真正的”尼格拼命假装自己是thug
I am not a thug, AKA: what they pretend to be
我只想做我自己AKA我最大的敌人
I am just myself, AKA: my worst enemy
想跟我一样swag？拿刀割点儿下来吧
Yeah, bitch, cut the swag with a fuckin’ knife
生活这个婊子或是我的真婊子，都为我的屌而把逼夹紧
I come hard like my life keep her pussy tight
好的吧就这样吧
It’s cool, though, it’s all good
你们想要的是个keep real，stay hood的主
You want a dude who keep it real, and stay hood
抱歉了，我就要按自己的路子来
I’m sorry, babe, but I act me
我不走普通黑人的套路，我管他们怎么走
I don’t act Black, whatever that be
我的确开心，那些女孩现在看上去终于对我感兴趣了
I’m just happy these girls seem into me now
不过她们只想上床，纯粹动物般的性爱
Yeah, they lookin’ for some In N Out, animal style
天天只在意钱钱钱
With this lettuce, cheese, bread, makin’ sandwiches
这就是为什么你们失败，
That’s why you niggas fail like
就像你们老爸老妈的婚姻一样
All of your parents’ marriages
路上偶遇Rashida Jones，她告诉我她听了我的歌
Ran into Rashida Jones, told me that she heard my song
在<Difference>里我说她和废柴联盟一样种族大融合
When I called her mixed like the crowd at my last show
她让我在下一首里多写点她的好话
She said to write her somethin’ nice on the next track
她长得可爱，所以我为她写了一整首歌
But she cute, so I wrote her ass a whole rap
但我把那垃圾歌弃了，因为感觉很蠢
Man, I threw that shit away, it felt dumb
相信我那歌很烂，不如不要
Believe me, it was bad, we’re better off,
它配不上你，不客气
You’re welcome
我为那首歌废寝忘食，花了不少心思
I worked hard on that song like day and night
但写那首歌这件事让这段Verse更牛逼了有没有
That whole song, made this one verse crazy, right?
我觉得一切都终有所属，每件事都有它发生的意义
I guess it all goes somewhere, you know that
比如Culdesac发行前你们唱衰我的那些屁话
Like that bullshit you talked before Culdesac
在我开口说唱之前我都不知道自己那么牛逼
I didn’t know he had it in him
虽然没演成蜘蛛侠
Couldn’t see me as Spider-Man,
但我随时能喷射毒液
But now I’m spittin’ venom
你现在倒是在意起我了，倒是要点儿脸吧
Now you payin’ attention, pick your fuckin’ face up
我只用睁开眼就已经是个超级英雄了
When I wanna be a superhero I just wake up
我是个文艺复兴时期才有的天才，再加点好莱坞气场
Renaissance man with a Hollywood buzz
我拒绝变回到自卑自厌的那个自己了
I refuse to go back to not likin’ who I was,
因为
Because
虚情假意，空想发梦
Fake love, these fake dreams
声音都无法分辨真假
These fake sounds
我们之间的感受是真的吗
All the things that we felt
你的声音怎么如此清晰真切呢
Your voice was screaming too loud
我知道你已经准备好去追逐你的梦想
I know what you’re ready to be
只是，我已不是你未来的一部分
But it isn’t with me
所以我已经准备好离开你了
So I’m ready to leave you alone
我不想再这样争吵下去
I don’t really wanna fight like this
我也不想失去和你亲吻的权利
I don’t ever wanna lose your kiss
我想要的仅仅是一个可以依靠的臂膀
All I ever wanted was someone to hold on to
我只想做你的女孩
I just wanna be your girl
对你说你还没听到过的所有情话
Everything you haven’t heard
P.S.我只想和你在一起
Plus, I just wanna be with you
和你
(With you) With you
和你
(With you) With you
我只想和你在一起
(With you) I just wanna be with you
和你
(With you) With you
和你
(With you) With you
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