歌词
"Fort Collins"(Ft. Dizzy Wright)
金钱和名声 (翻译来自OURDEN字幕组我只是搬运）
Yeah, early 2014 I was on the Knock Madness tour
那是2014年的开端 我正在Knock Madness专辑的宣传巡演中
I was mad about it, I half-assed my album
那时我很迷茫 专辑里只放了不到一半的歌
cause I really didn’t know what I was rapping for
因为我根本没想清楚 我到底为了什么而说唱
I was going through a break up and that was hard
那时我刚经历一场痛心的分手
I wasn’t in my right mind, nigga that’s for sure
我的大脑很不正常
Every night I was praying and I would ask the Lord
每个夜晚我都在祈祷
To please give me strength, so I don’t slam the door on my fans
希望上苍能给我力量 这样我就不会对我的歌迷摔门
But no luck I was stuck
但很不幸的是我没有走出来
Even though a nigga had a plus size buzz
即使那时我的事业正处于上升期
I didn’t even know who the fuck I was
我突然迷失了自我
I tried so hard to see a plus side, but
我想尽办法想要保持乐观
I couldn’t find the spark inside the dark
但在一片黑暗中 却依然找不到闪光
Even with my crew saying nice remarks
就算我的兄弟们有所察觉 不停说好话安慰我
It felt like some darts were stuck inside my heart
还是觉得心里有些各应 难以释怀
I was thinking that a brand new life’s the start
我曾想过开始新的生活
But I couldn’t leave, I made a commitment
但却逃脱不了 我曾许下承诺
On my off time the fans invaded my business
在非公共场合 粉丝们闯入了我的世界
So I started feeling a gang of resentment
所以我的怒气开始迸发
Flipping on everybody when they ain’t even did shit
开始朝每个人发泄 其实他们都是无辜的
I needed to go home and gather my thoughts
我急需回到家里 整理下思绪
I didn’t wanna suicide as the result
我可不想最终的结果是我了结了自己
So the night at my Fort Collins show before I hit the stage
所以那天在柯林斯堡 我登台之前
I left through the back for a walk and no one saw
我独自溜走了 没有一个人看见
I thought I was going up to the store to get a drink or somethin
我想我可能会去小店买杯喝的
And a voice had told me to keep walking
但心里有一个声音 叫我不要停下脚步
And do not step foot on that stage for nothing
再也不要回到舞台
So I kept on walking
所以我继续前行
Then I camped out up in an abandoned house
然后我躲在了一个废弃的房子里
I hated this rap shit and I hated my life
我开始憎恨说唱和我的人生
The spotlight does that when you can’t get out
当你无法逃脱那些闪光灯的时候
Cause I been on this road, tryna get high from my low
我已走上了这条道路 想从底层爬到高处
Won’t somebody tell me where to go, please cause I don’t know
有没有人来告诉我 我到底该去向何方
I might be crazy, living life like a circus ape that’s strapped into a car seat
我可能有点疯狂 我的人生就像一个马戏团的猿猴被系上了安全带
And I’m hoping that y’all can forgive me, Fort Collins, I’m sorry
希望你们能原谅我 柯林斯堡 我真的错了
Fort Collins, I’m sorry, Fort Collins, I’m sorry
柯林斯堡 我向你们道歉
Fort Collins, I’m sorry, Fort Collins, I’m sorry
柯林斯堡 我向你们道歉
(Money and the fame)
这金钱和名声
(Money and the fame)
这金钱和名声
It just doesn’t feel so right lately
最近就是感觉不太对劲
(Money and the fame)
这金钱和名声
Don’t know where I’m going tonight baby(Money and the fame)
不知道今晚我将去向何方（这金钱和名声）
It just doesn’t feel so right
我感觉不太妙
Don’t know where I’m going tonight
不知道今晚我将去向何方
Someone guide me to the light, please
谁来指引我前行的道路
I got a girl back home, yeah
我的女友还在家里等着我
God know she the sweetest thing on earth
对我来说她是世界上最甜蜜的存在
I can’t sleep on her
我不想失去她
But there’s too many women on tour and I try not to cheat on her
但巡演途中有太多的诱惑 我可真不想背叛她
Man, my options for pussy are unrealistic
说真的 我对女人的态度还真是难以置信
There’s bitches who’d give up a lung for this dick
那些碧池们为了我愿意去卖肾
My music be leaving ’em sprung and twisted
我的音乐让她们爱不释手
The average nigga would have fun with this shit, that’s real
广大群众可能也会接受我的音乐
Here is a secret, you don’t have to keep it between you and I
这可是个秘密 我想劝各位一句
Upcoming rappers who ’bout to be touring, I promise the road will eat you alive
渴望成名的哥们 这功名在身的生活的可能会让你苦不堪言
But you know that shit when you rise
当你想要成名 你肯定会经历的
And by no surprise, I’m not gon’ feed into the lies
不出所料 我会说出真相
No, I’m not gon’ say that you wrong
我既不想说那天你犯了错
But I’m not gon’ say that you right, it’s hard to keep quiet
也不想说你那天是对的 但我沉默久了总会要爆发
When all I do is hold you down
我可一直在帮你扛着
If I ain’t know you then, well I feel like I know you now
如果说那会儿不还不太了解你 现在咱们可是哥们了
I know you had a little doubt, but to hop off stage and find out
那时我以为你有些事情 下台想去解决一下
You done walked out, and you not taking nobody calls
你却走出演出场所 一个电话也不接
You don’t wanna deal with it
你想逃避这一切
But I’m looking at these fans like damn there’s a lot of y’all
但我看着台下的人山人海
You got me tripping with the bodyguard
你让我对着保镖发火
Like “Nigga, how the fuck you lose the headliner?” “
兄弟 你怎能让唱主角的逃走了？”
Now I don’t care that you left the show
现在我也不管你是否离开了那场演出
I just wish you woulda let me know
我只希望你能回个话
Cause I don’t know if you’ve been kidnapped
我还以为你被人绑架了
Or know somebody from the city where they live at
或是你躲到熟人的家里 让别人都找不到
But, the way you went about it make it hard for me to feel bad
你离开的方式 实在让我很难接受
Honestly it made a nigga real mad
事实上你让我很生气
Cause I’m texting you like Hop the devil just testing you
我发短信说 哥们是不是恶魔把你带走了
When Fort Collins got respect for you
整个柯林斯堡是那么期待你的演出
And that’s why the next day, you was like
这也就是为什么 第二天你会变成这样
Cause I been on this road, tryna get high from my low
我已走上了这条道路 想从底层爬到高处
Won’t somebody tell me where to go, please cause I don’t know
有没有人来告诉我 我到底该去向何方
I might be crazy, living life like a circus ape that’s strapped into a car seat
我可能有点疯狂 我的人生就像一个马戏团的猿猴被系上了安全带
And I’m hoping that y’all can forgive me, Fort Collins, I’m sorry
希望你们能原谅我 柯林斯堡 我真的错了
Fort Collins, I’m sorry, Fort Collins, I’m sorry
柯林斯堡 我向你们道歉
Fort Collins, I’m sorry, Fort Collins, I’m sorry
柯林斯堡 我向你们道歉
(Money and the fame)
这金钱和名声
(Money and the fame)
这金钱和名声
It just doesn’t feel so right lately
最近就是感觉不太对劲
(Money and the fame)
这金钱和名声
Don’t know where I’m going tonight baby(Money and the fame)
不知道今晚我将去向何方（这金钱和名声）
It just doesn’t feel so right
我感觉不太妙
Don’t know where I’m going tonight
不知道今晚我将去向何方
Someone guide me to the light, please
谁来指引我前行的道路
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