Conversations with Myself

歌词
Sometimes I wonder why I'm even here
有时我想知道为什么我会能在这里
Or if I have the strength to persevere
还是是否我有足够的力量坚持下去
Sometimes I feel like I’m somebody else
有时候我觉得自己不是自己
Who's going mental with they mental health
谁会因为心理健康而变得精神错乱
Sometimes I wonder if I'll die alone
有时我想知道我是否会孤独地死去
’Cause lonely people tend to have lonely souls
因为孤独的人往往有孤独的灵魂
Sometimes I think about a younger me
有时候我会想到一个年轻的我
If he'd be proud of the man he sees
是否他能为现在的他感到骄傲
I guess I'm rich, I made it out my town
我认为我很有钱,决定离开家乡
I played in from of thousands, you know I shut it down
我参加过成千上万的比赛,但我选择关闭了它
Look, little Bazzi, I'm living out our dreams
听着,小巴兹,我实现了我们的梦想
Mama cry every time we on the TV
妈妈每次看到我们上电视都会哭
Got a fancy car, we got a fancy crib
我们有辆豪华车,和漂亮的婴儿床
And you couldn't even dream of the girl that you with
但你甚至不能梦到和你在一起的那个女孩
Remember all your idols and the people that we love
记住你所有的偶像和我们所爱的人
I met 'em at a party, we was all doin' drugs
我在派对上见过他们,都在吸着**
Was all doin'
都在做
Jesus
祈祷
I think I need, I think I need some
我想我需要,我需要一些
Jesus
力量
Rich enough and sad as ****
就算再多的钱也无法认我高兴
I’m lonely
我很孤独
Oh, I am, I am, I am
哦,我啊
I’m so lonely
我是如此的寂寞
I'm the man, I guess I am
我还是我吗,可能是吧
But I’m still
但我还是和以前一样
What's funny is, is
有趣的是
My whole life I thought making money
我一生都在想赚钱
And being praise would give me some kind of happiness
等到表扬会给我带来这种快乐
And I wanted those things because I was concerned About
我想要那些东西是因为我就是想要
What everyone else thought of me
不管其他人怎么看我
I wanted to feel loved, I wanted to feel accepted
我只想要被爱,被接受
And then I realized that I could never feel anybody's pain
然后我意识到我无法感受到任何人的痛苦
Or their happiness
或者他们的快乐
I could only feel mine
我只能感觉到我自己
In the car, in the house
在车里,在房子中
And the fame never made me feel anything except separated,
这种名誉只让我感到孤独
Intoxicated, and obviously kinda grossed
沉醉于酒精中,让我有点恶心
Don't get me wrong, nice things are fun,
别误会,美好的事物很有趣
I like nice things
我喜欢美好的事物
But you just can’t base your human value on them
但你不能把你的人类价值建立在他们的基础上
Because at the end of the day, they don't mean anything
因为在一天结束的时候,他们没有任何意义
If I'm not happy, I'm a sad guy in a nice guy
如果我不高兴,我就是一个在美好中的一个悲伤的人
If I don't have any real friends or family,
如果我没有真正的朋友或者家人
I'm just a lonely guy in a big home, damn
我只是一个在大家庭里孤独的人
专辑信息
1.Humble Beginnings
2.Soul Searching
3.No Way!
4.Fallin
5.Can We Go Back to Bed?
6.Live Forever
7.I.F.L.Y.
8.Focus
9.Paradise
10.Conversations with Myself
11.Who Am I?