Fighting The Feeling

Nobody told me there'd be days

There'd be days like this

Nobody told me there'd be days

There'd be days like this

Would you believe me if I told you that I've never cheated?

Probably not, but I swear to you, it's no misleading

I got some things I've been dealing with that make me question

Is my mindset still innocent?

She got my heart true, but she got my hormones

Imagine her screaming the sounds that a whore moans

Lord knows that I love her so, but it seems as time passes, I wonder more

What're these other women like? Don't even wanna know them

I just wanna spend the night, I know that that's immoral

But that's what I feel, aight? I'm trying to be truthful

But all you do is lie to me and say the feeling's mutual

Holding on to pride while I'm holding on the fear that one day

I may have to be unfaithful to my dear, and I can't fight the feeling now

Don't even know what I'm feeling now

I'm fighting the feeling

Everyday I'm on the verge

And I can't seem to kick the urge

Fighting the feeling

I can't speak what's on my mind

Guess it's been building over time

Fighting the feeling

And now it's got me all confused

All I know is I don't wanna lose

Fighting the feeling

I'm fighting the feeling

I know I feel guilty, I kinda think I'm wrong

Cause I just want you to stay while I linger on

And that ain't fair at all

We in a gray area now and I barely call

Yet somehow you still got my soul, I bare it all

But you don't care at all, don't wanna hear my song

You heard it all along, I'm caught up in a "Jonz in my Bonz"

Got my "Brown Sugar" going like, kinda like D'Angelo's poems

But baby I'm still him, baby I'm still Damon

Same old G, I'm just hoping you still patient

Same old me, been the same since in the playpen

And I never change, I'm remaining til my days end

I'm kinda paranoid, I don't trust someone

I've been feeling some things I wanna run from

Like something inside my heart is undone

Busy wondering where did this lust come from

Fighting the feeling

Everyday I'm on the verge

And I can't seem to kick the urge

Fighting the feeling

I can't speak what's on my mind

Guess it's been building over time

Fighting the feeling

And now it's got me all confused

All I know is I don't wanna lose

Fighting the feeling, yeah

I'm fighting the feeling

Nobody told me there'd be days, there'd be days like this, no

Nobody told me there'd be days, there'd be days like this

You never told me there'd be days, there'd be days like this, no

Nobody told me there would be days like this

Now how do I clear the mixed emotions?

Can't go to mama now, I think I need some different coaching

Oh wait, too late, see now she left me

That's probably cause I left her

Wonder should I text her, but I don't wanna stress her

But all the stress I'm feeling now might leave me on a stretcher

Oh wait, extra extra, my best friend is a snake, spreading lies on the regular

I also lost my job though, feel my heart- I need a check-up

And now I need her more than ever, but on the flip side

I'm still thinking horny pleasures, I swear that sometimes I'm so dumb

And I would love for my temptation here to go numb

Don't even drink, yet I'm so drunk

And this is weird, though I never ever acted on my impulses

I told you that I never cheated, but listen closely

You see, everything ain't always about your actions

Sometimes you can have an inappropriate attraction

I'm fighting the feeling

Everyday I'm on the verge

And I can't seem to kick the urge

Fighting the feeling

I can't speak what's on my mind

Guess it's been building over time

Fighting the feeling

And now it's got me all confused

All I know is I don't wanna lose

I'm fighting the feeling, yeah

I'm fighting the feeling, yeah