歌词
Smokin' on the loudest out
吸了太多的烟
Tryna see through a cloud of doubt
想看透那烟云顶上那一连串的质疑和疑问
Goin' till a pound is out
一路奋斗得来不易，如今看似可以喘一口气
We all got problems too proud to pout
可依然有着一堆破事而皱着眉头
More than '99, I ain't about to count
问题太多，没时间分析
Takin' long walks when I'm out and about
当我出街时，心里早在规划自己下一步要怎么走
Dreaming 10 mil just to round amount
梦想着有一天账户数字可以翻一番
Used to look for direction, till I found a route
迷失方向，直到走向如今这条路
Wonder how the charts feel
幻想着自己称霸这场游戏是什么感觉
Paranoia thoughts stay dark, still
但一到晚上就开始胡思乱想，担惊受怕
Everyday I'm here I try to write songs
每天在这工作室里不断写歌
Cause I know the beat'll longer than my heart will
因为我相信这节奏能一直持续至永恒
Yeah, tryna see every state
想走遍美国的每个州
No white lighters, hope I see 28
虽然没有白色打火机，但我希望在我28岁之前不会英年早逝
You can tell my girl i'mma be runnin' late
你可以告诉我她我出趟远门
Can't tell how much longer she's gonna wait
但千万不要告诉她多久我才能凯旋归来
A real good girl with a dirt bag guy
一个好女孩和一个穷小子
She could probably do better than me
比起碰上我，她完全可以过的比我好
Like a rich-ass lawyer with a house and car
比如遇上一个有车有房的大律师
Who takes care of her and never leaves
有钱有势，还不离不弃
Man, shit I try my best
老兄，我试着表现出最好的自己
Nobody here for me to try and impress
没有人试着去影响我
I'd rather chase a dream
比起坐在一个桌子后面忙碌
Than be content to sit behind a desk
我宁愿去追一场梦
I used to live with the highest stress
“我以前过着压力爆棚的日子。”
But fuck it, I digress
该死，我跑题了
Just believe
请相信我。
Lately I've been losing sleep
之前我严重缺眠
Stressed, sorry if my mood is deep
神经紧绷，睡着了我很抱歉
No one to talk to, I use the beat
无人倾诉我只能用这节奏
A couple bad habits that I choose to keep
几个坏习惯我只能持续如此
My intake of booze is steep
为了创作喝的酒已经超量
Pop a couple of pills that I use to sleep
为了睡觉两片药丸必须完餐
I think I took a few this week
我这周已经服了几次药
I'm trying to adjust to the hugest leap
尝试着调整自己到最佳状态
I'm living off this music, here
现在的我在这里写着这歌苟且偷生
But I'm afraid of failing
但我害怕失败
That's the truth, sincere
老实说这是实话
My anxiety is getting too severe
我的焦虑越来越严重
But I ain't giving up, there's no excuses here
但是我没有任何借口放弃
Dying young might be my truest fear
我害怕自己有一天英年早逝
But now my future's bright and my view is clear
但现在我的前程大好，一切都这么明朗
Told her i'mma get it, i'mma do it, dear
告诉她我会得到这一切，我的亲爱，我会做到的
There's no way in hell I could lose this year
这一年我决不会因为一次失败而放弃
I worked 10 years 'fore it ever paid off
我在此之前工作了10年，我才有今天
You don't know what I had to trade off
你绝对不知道这一切的代价是什么
I shed tears when my moms got laid off
我为我那下岗的妈妈默默流泪
Life's never fair, it never plays soft
人生从来没有公平过，心狠手辣
I'mma go get it, I'mma do it for my folks
我会得到这一切，我会为我的兄弟们而做到的
Every day I'm out, man I always do the most
老兄，每天在外我永远是最忙的那一位
You would do the same shit if you was on the ropes
你会为着你的目标一天天做着同样的事情
Shit gets realer when you zooming up close
当你越来越接近它时，你会感觉成功越来越真实。
Just believe
请相信我。
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