歌词
I really was born at 9:29 AM on 9/29
我是在在早上9:29,9月29号出生的
Your think I'm lying but I'm not, I'm being dead serious
你可能认为我在撒谎,可真没啊,我是认真的啊
Okay, I'll prove it
来,让我证明给你看哈
Well who am I, I'm almost 25
我是谁呢?我已经差不多25岁了
Can't remember half the time that I've been alive
真是难以相信有一半的时间我都过得如此有意义
'Cause half was in a cheap apartment, and half was on the Eastside
因为其中有一半的时间是生活在廉价公寓,一半的时间是生活在东海岸
They said don't meet your heroes, they're all ****in' weirdos
他们告诉我说“你所谓的英雄,也可能只是个吊丝”
And God knows that they were right
天啊,他们是如此的正确
Because nobody loves you, they just try to **** you, then put you on a feature on the B-Side
因为没有人爱我,他们只想如此摧残我,再将我推入虚无之地
And who do you call when it's late at night?
在彷徨的深夜,你又会拨出谁的号码呢?
When the headlines just don't paint the picture right
当虚无的勾勒无法将我的悲伤再次复还时
When you look at yourself on a screen and say "Oh my God, there's no way that's me"
当你看着屏幕上的自己说”天啊,那不可能是我”
And I quit smoking, well recently I tried
我戒掉了烟,最近总是如此疲惫
And I bought another house, and I never go outside
重新买了一套房子,将自己紧缩其中
And I remember this girl with pink hair in Detroit, well, she told me
“我记得这个在底特律有着粉红色的女孩”她告诉我
She said, "Ashley, what you've gotta promise us that you won't die, 'cause we need you"
她说,ashley,你得答应我们,你不会死,因为我们需要你
And honestly, I think that she lied
但事实上,我认为她撒谎了
I remember the names of every single kid I've met
我记得每个我见过的人的名字
But I forget half the people who I've gotten in bed
我却忘了一半与我纵欢的男人
I've stared at the sky in Milwaukee
我凝视着密尔沃基的天空
And hoped that my father would finally call me
希望父亲能够再次给我打电话
And it's just these things that I'm thinkin' for hours
就算是这些琐事我也常常踌躇于其中
And I'm picking my hair out in clumps in the shower
我在洗澡的时候把头发一簇簇地拔掉
Lost the love of my life to an ivory powder
因为我是如此失魂落魄,如同行尸走肉
But then I realized that I'm no higher power
但当我意识到了,我没有任何超乎常人的力量时
But I wasn't in love then, and I'm still not now
我觉悟,我并没有爱上任何人,包括现在
And I'm so happy I figured that out
我很高兴我能得出如此结论
I've got a long way to go until self-preservation
我还得继续坚持下去,直到无法自止
Think my moral compass is on a vacation
我想,指引我的的指南针正在度假
And I can't believe I still feed my ****ing temptation
因为我tm还是无法相信我仍然将身心无法自拔地倾注于他们
And I'm still looking for my salvation
我仍然在寻找我的救赎,我的归属
Soft and slow, watch the minutes go
逐渐逐渐,看着生命殆尽,时间流逝
Count out loud, so we know you don't keep 'em for yourself
将此大声地数出,以此警醒我光阴似箭,仍需咬牙坚持
Watch the minutes go
看时间流逝
Count out loud, so we know you don't keep 'em for yourself
将此大声地数出,以此警醒我光阴似箭,仍需咬牙坚持
I think I have a confession to make (So we know you don't)
我认为我得将此坦白
It's good to see that I was really born at 9:26
还好我是生在9:26的
Saw my birth certificate, I'm a liar
看了自己的出生证明,才发现一切不过是虚诞
And I'm a ****ing liar
我是如此可悲的骗子
Soft and slow, watch the minutes go
逐渐逐渐,看着生命殆尽,时间流逝
Count out loud, so we know you don't keep 'em for yourself
将此大声地数出,以此警醒我光阴似箭,仍需咬牙坚持
专辑信息
1.Ashley
2.Graveyard
3.Forever ... (is a long time)
4.Dominic's Interlude
5.I HATE EVERYBODY
6.3am
7.Without Me
8.Alanis' Interlude
9.killing boys
10.More
11.Still Learning
12.929