歌词
Sometimes I wonder
有的时候我想知道
Be having s**t on my mind,n***a.You know.
兄弟，你懂那种感觉。各种思绪各种东西都在脑子里打转。
Got questions.
还有一些疑问
Some of these questions.I know the answers to.
有些，我明白答案。
Some of these s**ts.I don't know the answers to.
有些，我还不懂
But look
但你先听着。
What if I was still on Doat Street sellin' crack?
如果我还在Doat街做我的那些生意呢？
What if I was in that car with Lavar when Doe Boy got clapped?
如果当我一个小弟中弹时，我和Lavar还在车里呢？
What if that was me,shot in my back?
如果那个从背后被击中的人，是我呢？
When feds ran in Dom house and found that brick,what if that was my pack?
如果警察冲到Dom家，结果找到的却是我的货呢？
What if I was stuck in prison with numbers?
如果我还在坐牢，还是有着众多编号罪犯的一员呢？
Knowin' these n***as wouldn't answer.
知道这些人不会去想这些。
Even if they did give me they number.
就算他们给了我钱
Would I go to my mom and give her a hundred?
我会去找我妈然后分她一百吗？
And put some money on my commissary,sometimes I sit and I wonder.
再花些钱进货。有时我就坐下来想。
What if I went with Rocko that night?
如果那晚上我和Rocko一起走了呢？
He had a show in Carolina, he like,"Bro,**** with me,let's do it right."
他在卡罗莱纳有个演出，他像这样说：”兄弟跟我混，咱们一起做点大的。”
What if I went?That shit would've changed a lot of events.
如果我去了呢？那很多事肯定会因此改变吧。
But instead of goin',I flew back to Buff' to record with French.
但我没有，我飞回了布法罗来和French一起录歌。
The song never happened,so what ,f**k it,I called a *****
那首歌永远不会问世。那又怎样？算了，我叫了个女人。
My n***as hit me like,"Let's go out tonight,shit gon' be lit.''
我兄弟找我，“今晚我们出去嗨，玩一玩。”
I said,''I'm good.",but I wonder what made me change my mind.
我说挺好，但我在想当时什么让我改了主意。
Cause it was foggy as a ***** that night,I felt a bad vibe.
那晚大雾弥漫，有点扫兴，我有一种不好的预感。
But f**k it,n***a,Let's ride,I'm with the homies,We got blicks.
但想那么多干嘛？咱们出去嗨，我就和兄弟一起走了，我们带着枪。
N***as already know what's up cause all my niggas with the shit.
看见我们都装备着，他们就都知道怎么回事了。
Left the club,I don't know how how I ended up in the whip.
嗨完从夜店出来，我不知道我是怎么了就在车里昏过去了。
I had a ***** I should've had at the telly,suckin' my ****.
我本来叫了个马子去酒店，咬。
Was in the driveway with my niggas and lulu when I got hit.
在路上和兄弟一起谈天说地，结果那时候我中枪了。
Everything happens for a reason,but I'm just sayin' what if
无风不起浪，但我只是想说如果能有如果。
What if I never got shot in the head?
如果我头上从来没中枪呢？（Conway在2012年遭到过枪击）
I couldn't get sleep that night,might drop a tear in that hospital bed.
那晚彻夜无眠，也许我也在病床上忍不住掉了点泪。
Thinkin' it's over with for rockin' the mic
想着在麦前说唱的日子应该结束了。
They told me I’d be paralyzed neck down,what if the doctor was right?
他们告诉我我脖子下面全要瘫痪，如果医生说对了呢？
N***,I walked out that hospital twice
听着，我从医院走出来两次。
My mother said I died both times,guess I did the impossible twice.
我妈说两次大家都已经觉得你撑不过，但我猜我只是挑战了两次不可能。
Sometimes I wonder,if this Bells Palsy didn’t paralyze my grill in
有的时候我真的想弄明白，如果神经麻痹没有让我面部瘫痪。
Would there still be murals of my face painted on sides of buildings?
还能不能看见街上有我肖像的涂鸦。
I mean,would I still be rhymin’ brilliant?
我的意思是，没有那些破事我还能像这样吐出滚烫的歌词吗？
They say I provide the feeling.
他们说我能传递那种感觉。
But would my story still inspire millions?
但我的故事还能给众人带来启发吗？
Would Alchemist ever find us?
Alchemist还会注意到我们吗？（The Alchemist炼金术师，传奇制作人，相信挺多兄弟知道这个名字）
Would DJ Clark Kent co-sign us?
DJ Clark Kent还会给我们赏识吗？
Would Paul and Eminem have signed us?
Paul和Eminem还会签了我们吗？（Paul是阿姆的经纪人，这张专辑在Shady Records旗下发行）
I mean,we went from whippin’ shit on the stove to pictures with HOV.The vision was bro’s
我们在街头卖货一路飞黄腾达到和Jay-Z合影，这曾经是我兄弟的幻想。（HOV/Hova是希伯来语上帝Jay-Hova的简写，Jay-Z经常在歌里面说自己是HOV，就是说他自己是上帝，合照可以在Stressed的MV中看到。）
In basketball terms,I pick and I roll.
用篮球术语说，我挡拆配合.
I give and I go,I get to the hole.
传球再从篮下切入，接住队友传球最后给一个空心投篮。
Get the assist with my bros,I’m the one liftin’ the load.
得到兄弟们的助攻，我就是那个挑大梁的人
I do the scorin’,n***a,I’m brinin’ the chip to my home.
我狂砍得分，哥们。我带着钱满载而归。
Sometimes I wonder
有时我想
Sometimes I wonder
有时不免陷入沉思
Will I make it in these streets or will these streets take me?
到底是我在街头上成功了，还是街头会掌控住我？
Sometimes I wonder
有时我想明白
Sometimes I wonder
有时我在怀疑
Will I make it in these streets or will these streets take me under?
我会不会走进“成也街头，死也街头”的结局。
Or will these streets take me under?
街头会不会让我屈服？
Will I make it in these streets or will these streets take me under?
到底是我引领街头，还是街头控制着我？
Or will these streets take me under?
出来混是不是真的迟早都要还？
Will I make it in these streets or will these streets take me under?
到底是我在街头上叱咤风云，还是街头上的黑暗终会吞噬我？
You know.God don’t make mistakes,baby.
上帝不会犯错的，儿子。
All them raps and stuff you wrote in school.
你在上学的时候写的那些说唱，那些词。
All the paper that I used to buy and I thought you was doin’ your lessons,you was writin’ rap.
我以前买的那些作业纸，我以为你拿那么多去做功课了，结果都拿来写歌了。
God don’t make mistakes.
一切都是上帝的旨意。
This is for you,baby.
这也许就是你的命吧。
You come on back to me.
你快回来吧。
Lord,please,give me my son back,Lord.
上帝我求求你，快把我的儿子还回来吧。
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