歌词
My self depravity
我的自我堕落
A stark duality
鲜明的二元性
Stare into the black
凝视黑暗
Depressive reality
这压抑的现实
A masochist who can't feel a thing
没有感觉的受虐狂
The paradox is suffocating me
这个悖论让我窒息
Well it gets better but it feels like it's worse
情况好转起来 但我却感觉更糟糕
Because I'm tethered to the past, it's a curse
因我被过去所束缚 这是一个诅咒
I know it's better but I think it gets worse
我知道会好一些 但却觉得会更糟
Until they put me in the dirt
直至他们将我埋于土中
Cause every day that I should wake up grateful
因每天醒来我都该心存感激
I'm pulled back into a negative space
被拉回到消极空间
Still fear I'm not enough
依旧恐惧我还不够
Failure stitched in my seams
失败缝在我裂缝中
It's all fiction
这全都是虚构
Horrific depiction
无论恐怖描写
Violent condition
还是暴力状态
Well it gets better but it feels like it's worse
情况好转起来 但我却感觉更糟糕
Because I'm tethered to the past, it's a curse
因我被过去所束缚 这是一个诅咒
I know it's better but I think it gets worse
我知道会好一些 但却觉得会更糟
Until they put me in the dirt
直至他们将我埋于土中
Or can I ever overcome it and learn?
或者我能将其克服并去学习吗?
Do I endeavor to retain all my hurt?
我是否努力保留我所有的伤口?
I know it's better but I think it gets worse
我知道会好一些 但却觉得会更糟
Until they put me in the dirt
直至他们将我埋于土中
I can't live up to what you want from me
我不能满足你对我的要求
I'm not enough, failure stitched in my seams
我远远不够 失败缝在我裂缝中
Well it gets better but it feels like it's worse
情况好转起来 但我却感觉更糟糕
Because I'm tethered to the past, it's a curse
因我被过去所束缚 这是一个诅咒
I know it's better but I think it gets worse
我知道会好一些 但却觉得会更糟
Until they put me in the dirt
直至他们将我埋于土中
Well it gets better but it feels like it's worse
情况好转起来 但我却感觉更糟糕
Because I'm tethered to the past, it's a curse
因我被过去所束缚 这是一个诅咒
I know it's better but I think it gets worse
我知道会好一些 但却觉得会更糟
Until they put me in the dirt
直至他们将我埋于土中
Or can I ever overcome it and learn?
或者我能将其克服并去学习吗?
Do I endeavor to retain all my hurt?
我是否努力保留我所有的伤口?
I know it's better but I think it gets worse
我知道会好一些 但却觉得会更糟
Until they put me in the dirt
直至他们将我埋于土中
专辑信息
1.pretext
2.shades of us
3.take my breath away // noose
4.alone
5.blurred around the edges
6.tongue-biter
7.abandon
8.shattered glass
9.sway
10.decline