Dirge

And in the suffering

I've seen their perception of me

As death looks closely.

I feel my body breaking down

My hands are shaking now

I've lost my faith in me

I feel myself change

Not in a good way

I feel myself change

Not in a good way, no

I hurt myself so much it's like I have a taste for it

Staring into death, still braced for it

I don't why it's happening

I'm living in a grave, my soul is blackening

There never really was control

The lie is getting old, I am unraveling

I feel myself change

Not in a good way

I feel myself change

Not in a good way, no

I hurt myself so much it's like I have a taste for it

Staring into death, still braced for it

Way down below

Way after dark

I don't know if I can help myself

I wouldn't go where you could go

To protect the lies we'd tell ourselves

Reality caved in my chest as it set in....

****.

I don't why it's happening

I'm living in a grave, my soul is blackening

There never really was control

The lie is getting old, I am unraveling

Way down below

Way after dark

I don't know if I can help myself

I wouldn't go where you could go

To protect the lies we'd tell ourselves

For all things I've done to earn their scorn

They watch me burn it keeps their bodies warm

Way down below

Way after dark

I don't know if I can help myself

I wouldn't go where you could go

Left alone with the lies we'd tell ourselves

Reality caved in my chest as it set in