Choke

歌词

I know where this is going, I hope I ****ing Choke

****, I can’t think straight

I can’t see straight

Can’t live this way

Crushed beneath the weight of all this shame

I can’t escape

Pick apart the past until I lose my mind

Looking at myself through brand new eyes

I don’t look back in anger…

I look back in shame, I blame myself

I wish it didn’t take so long to see

That this isn’t a good place to be

Burning as I walk through hell

Backs keep turning like a carousel

And I don’t want to feel these things I have to feel

It feels like I’m not supposed to be here but I have to feel this

No I can’t run anymore, the time has come to face it

No I can’t run anymore, I have to try erase it

And I don’t really wanna talk about what’s going on inside my head

Honestly I’d rather be dead

And I know it, yeah I know where this is going…

And I hope I ****ing choke

Pick apart the past until I lose my mind

Looking at myself through brand new eyes

I don’t look back in anger…

I look back in shame, I blame myself

Yeah I blame myself for all of it

This weight cannot be lifted

Wish I never existed

And I really mean it

I hope I choke