Sorrow (syrup Rmx)

Lord...

Said all I got is my pain

Come watch me drown in my sorrows

I'm petrified of today

And I pray I don't wake tomorrow

Cuz all I got is my pain

Come watch me drown in my sorrows

I'm petrified of today

And I pray I don't wake tomorrow

And I just hope the lord forgive me for my sins

Cuz I'm back to medicating all my issues once again

Once again

All I got is my pain

Come watch me drown in my sorrows

I'm petrified of today

And I pray that I don't wake tomorrow

I blow your mind with these rhymes

I paint a picture with words

My inspiration is agony

Tell me that ain't absurd

Try to break it with the flow, make a m********* feel it

Nigga either way you cut it, could you really tell the difference?

I would never try to be somebody they consider phony or fake

Go take another n****'s style then recreate it

No fabrication

Or exaggeration

My imagination

Been infatuated

With the other side

But my maturation

Wasn't comfortable

I left lacerations

On both wrists, on my sleeve stain

When that blood drip, I wasn't fascinated

With the facts of life

But I was terrified of my isolation

Man lately

I've been feeling down and out so proceed with caution

Cuz a n**** like me got used to losses

I've been living in a world that's imaginary

And I wonder is the realism necessary

Just had a premonition of a cemetery

And a grave plot with my name on it

I'ma treat it like a mother****in reservation

But the way that I've been living

It's the confirmation

Played the game and lost;

No consolation

Let a young n**** preach to the congregation

I'ma tell the truth on my pure pew

It might take a minute

Done a lot of sinnin

Never had a friendship, I was contemplating

Suicidal thoughts up on the f****** daily

And it manifested into my depression

Netted to my problems as an adolescent

Goddamn!

Gimme a second to set the scene

So to finally understand what the f*** I really mean

In a world full of hate you desecrated my dream

Realize they could never understand me demanding about an ounce of respect

To attest to the fact that I'm finally coming into my own

With a moment to atone

Tell em all that I murdered a microphone

With a story that was talking

To the minuscule minds of the masses, wasn't even ready for the bass

Or the motherf****** master

The young lyrical phenom

The master got a beating, I suffocated, I breathe on

I'm looking for a god damn reason

But I'm barely alive

I comprise the bereavement

And when a n**** in it I spit it with cohesion

The medicated mind of a mothaf***** heathen

Hes down to the ground and nobody believes him

I wonder if I'll ever lose faith in the process

Don't, motherf***** try and focus on the progress

A low self esteem can easily impede on the mind of a person that's working to proceed

Elevated to a level that no one has ever seen

And my mind ain't right I can never stay sober

Negative attitude when I feel like it's all over

I came in the world with a question, but I was never given the courtesy of an answer

Instead I was left with, a soul full of hate, you could see it in my eyes

All I wanted was the love that I was deprived of, that was pushed to the side

With any type of compassion you wouldn't give a f**** if a n***** wasn't rapping

You're young and you're black

They see you as a distraction

We're all slaves on the inside

Even though you want to think that you're free

Please never believe it

Damn

Yeah, Uh-huh

All I got is my pain

Come watch me drown in my sorrows

I'm petrified of today

I pray I don't wake tomorrow

Yeah, Uh-huh, Look, Yeah

And I just hope the lord forgive me for my sins

Back to medicating every single issue once again

N****

All I got is my pain

Watch me drown in my sorrows

Petrified of today

I pray I don't wake tomorrow

Lord...