Stress

I confess, I'm a mess

All I ever do is stress

I'm depressed than a mo'f****** n**** [x3]

With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain

Tell me, do you motherf*****s even feel it?

Tell me, do you even feel it?

I confess, I'm a mess

All I ever do is stress

I'm depressed than a mo'f****** n**** [x3]

With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain

Tell me, do you motherf*****s even feel it?

Tell me, do you even feel it?

I've been writing all these records with resentment

Tryin' to find the happiness I never had, happiness I never had

I wish I could wake up early in the morning and realize the person that I really am, person that I really am

All the f*** I ever really feel is pain

And I don't think you could even understand

You could never understand

And all the f*** I ever really feel is pain

And I don't think that you could even understand

Nah

Hold up

Cause I don't think you’ll ever get it

Dismissing all of my issues and tell me to be submissive

Attentive whenever rappin'

I focus upon the tedious

I resemble my father, that's if we’re speaking of temperaments

Temporarily out of it

Falling off of an ottoman

Noddin’, bobbin’ and weavin’

I will depart out of my moccasins

While I swallow klonopins and I'm taking some mescaline, ketamine and excedrin

Ain't no need to exaggerate

But I'll elaborate

I am chemically imbalanced and killin' my serotonin from using drugs with no moderation

For daily sedation, I should be placed under observation

The fact that I'm faded is actually embarrassing

I see this as a vice and I'm using it as a crutch

But if I'm being honest with you

I think I fell in love with the thought of me dying young and not reaching my full potential cause

They never realize you’re great until you die

I murder it all, I want to appease

I bet that I'm really a beast

I never release

I'm giving the people a feast the way that I'm killing the beat

You loving it all enjoying the ride

I bet that you feeling the vibe

Is that what you want?

Fulfilling your needs?

Now give me a minute so I can proceed, Lord

Now this is not the life I really wanna lead

And all my pain is transparent; It's not that easy to see

I used to wanna be happy, it never actually happened

So I been feeling the same just trying to live with disdain

I confess, I'm a mess

All I ever do is stress

I'm depressed than a mo'f****** n**** [x3]

With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain

Tell me, do you motherf*****s even feel it?

Tell me, do you even feel it?

I confess, I'm a mess

All I ever do is stress

I'm depressed than a mo'f****** n**** [x3]

With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain

Tell me, do you motherf*****s even feel it?

Tell me, do you even feel it?

I've been writing all these records with resentment

Tryin' to find the happiness I never had, happiness I never had

I wish I could wake up early in the morning and realize the person that I really am, person that I really am

All the f*** I ever really feel is pain

And I don't think you could even understand

You could never understand

And all the f*** I ever really feel is pain

And I don't think that you could even understand

Nah

Tough luck, n****, keep your f****** head up

They kicked you while you was down and now you refuse to get up

You medicating every single emotion that you feeling

You need to be in the dark to acknowledge all of your problems

You never speak of your issues unless you writing a song or two

You’re living with depression; its real and you f****** know its true

I'm guessing that it stems from the time when nobody noticed you

But that was years ago and you still stuck on the same s****

You need to get a grip

You dope as f*** and people tell you it

You need to be a man and start asserting all your confidence

You’re f****** 24 and you still can’t accept a compliment

You need to make a change

But I know I'm stating the obvious

And I wanna be better, but it's never that easy

Very vivid depiction of pictures that I've been painting

I promise you’ll feel my pain in a second

So ill explain:

Cause a couple years ago I couldn't even find a friend to call

And now you hit me up like

“I'm really loving your record, dawg”

And people never listen; I'm speaking bout being restless

I say I'm cutting my wrists and you telling me that its dope

I know you praying that I blow so we can 'all get rich'

“And if you make it, you can take me with you man

That would be it cause I've been down from the beginning

Boy, I knew you was the s***

Remember when I said that you would be the one to make a hit?”

Hell nah, I don't recall

Suck a motherf****** d***, b****

I confess, I'm a mess

All I ever do is stress

I'm depressed than a mo'f****** n**** [x3]

With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain

Tell me, do you motherf*****s even feel it?

Tell me, do you even feel it?

I confess, I'm a mess

All I ever do is stress

I'm depressed than a mo'f****** n**** [x3]

With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain

Tell me, do you motherf*****s even feel it?

Tell me, do you even feel it?

I've been writing all these records with resentment

Tryin' to find the happiness I never had, happiness I never had

I wish I could wake up early in the morning and realize the person that I really am, person that I really am

All the f*** I ever really feel is pain

And I don't think you could even understand

You could never understand

And all the f*** I ever really feel is pain

And I don't think that you could even understand

Nah