A Million Times

Figuring out what it means to use space.

I guess I’ll just hide again.

I think I missed this sinking in my stomach.

I think I missed the rain.

But this silence does nothing for me

Unless you’re there to share the tension.

And even then, I try my best to fill it up.

‘Cause I’m all teeth and panic,

Will I ever be enough?

I don’t know what it is that you need and it scares me to think that I’d reshape myself a million times to work it out.

Oh I’d love to lose myself.

I doubt you’d change for anyone,

But I still change for everyone.

I’ll start to swallow these feelings

I know they’re too much to take.

And I know, you didn’t ask for this.

But I didn’t mean to be like this.

I don’t know what it is that you need and it scares me to think that I’d reshape myself a million times to work it out.

Oh I’d love to lose myself.

I doubt you’d change for anyone,

But I still change for everyone.