歌词
I'm a little nutty and I know it
我知道我的脑子有点不正常
but if you go back and
但如果你回到过去
take a look at my history
看看我的经历
you will see that I'm
你会发现
not the only one who's off his rocker
我不是唯一一个疯了的人
there were many before me
在我之前还有很多这样的人
I was always labelled
我总是被家人当作害群之马
the black sheep of the family what a bad seed I
我是个多么坏的人啊
grow to be but if you take a look
但是你现在再看看我们
at us now you'll see the apple didn't fall too far from the tree
你就会发现就像那苹果总是不会落得离树很远一样
好了,看看
(haha) alright, look
我会从我的角度告诉你这个故事
I'ma tell you the story
也许你会理解
from my side maybe you'll understand check it out
你亲眼看到了多么
you done witnessed
无法解释的狗屎事儿
unexplainable shit
要解释这个简直太疯狂了
too insane to explain
人们逃避的往往是
people run from what
他们得不到的
the just don't get
也许我应该
maybe Shady shoulda
给他们一些打击
just hit 'em with a little bit
我吐口水太频繁了吗
did I spit too soon?
难道我要像填鸭一样的告诉他们这些吗
Should I of spoon fed 'em it?
但我只是太渴望去证明
but I was just so eager
我是有能力
to prove I was even worth
和那些和我一样玩说唱的人
being in the same
成为一个集体或者呆在一间屋子里的
每时每刻
league or the room with of the people
我都在向上仰望好像在寻找认可
of whom I was in every now and then I
难道是因为
look up like I was seeking approval
我的肤色吗
was it because of the
还是因为我的幻想
pigment of my skin
太不现实
or was it a figment of
也许这比我所想的
my imagination
还要让我生气
maybe it bothered me
也许回头看看
more than it did them
这也没什么大不了
maybe it wasn't a big
但对于我来说,就是这么重要
deal back then
看看是什么吧
but to me it was, see
我在面对批判的时候
what it was was
产生了很复杂的心情
I had developed the
Proof唱出了他的押韵的歌词
complex from being judged
现在该我了,来看看是谁吧
Proof spit his verse,
我在录音棚的时候去看看
now I'm next, let's see who
是谁在我的背后
I'm in the booth
为我拍照
staring back to see who's mugs
我得到了一些响应
I get a reaction from,
通常第一个竖起大拇指的人是
usually the first thumb was from
Proof
and the rest of the
然后剩下的人也如他一样支持我
Proof
而且没有一个人说谎
group backed him up
因为我们没有人暗中交易
and no one lied to
这是真的,我们只是
each other cause none of us had deals
想要吃饱饭而已
it was real, we just
有时候我觉得
wanted tickets for that meal
这就是我
Sometimes I feel like
有时候我觉得
it's just me
我要疯了
sometimes I feel like
但是看一眼
I'm going crazy
我的家人们
but take a look at my
苹果总不会
family
落得离树太远
cause the apple don't
我说...
fall too far from the tree
有时候我觉得
I said ...
那就是我
sometimes I feel like
但有时候我觉得
it's just me
我要发疯了
sometimes I feel like
但是看一看
I'm going crazy
我的家人
but take a look at my
苹果总不会
family
落得离树太远
cause the apple don't
自从我妈妈
fall too far from the tree
怀孕了之后
Ever since my mother
怀着她的第二个孩子
was pregnant
她说
with her second egg
我曾经有个妹妹
cause she said
她从窗户里跌下去了
that I had a baby sister
她说我太小了所以记不得了
who fell out of the window
在堪萨斯州的时候
I was too young to remember
我大概5,6岁
Kansas City projects
我记得Malcolm
I was like 5, 6, and how come
Isaac,和 Boogie
I remember Malcolm,
如果那件事情发生在密苏里我怎么会不记得
Isaac, and Boogie
他们都是我最好的朋友
if it was the projects in Missouri?
直到,Isaac
cause those're my best
拿走了我的自行车
friends until Isaac
我的叔叔Todd去把它拿了回来
took my tricycle and
这件事结束了
my uncle Todd went to try to go get it back
以非常不愉快的方式
and ended up getting
结束了
jumped and cut in the gut with a
这件事,一直到今天
switch and 70-some stitches
为什么我的母亲
which is still, to this day
总是想告诉我一些假象
why my mother still
比如说一个虚构的小妹妹
tries to show me some old fake picture
从未存在过
of a fictitious little
这就是为什么我生活的一部分总是如此古怪
sister who never existed and this is why part of
但是我永远也不会
my life's so twisted
像那个婊子一样恶心的
but I can never be as
而且,顺便说一句
sick as that bitch is
她就是我那些亲戚们的形象的代表
and, by the way, that
有时候我觉得
picture's one of my relatives
这就是我
Sometimes I feel like
但是有时候
it's just me
我觉得我疯了
sometimes I feel like
但是看看
I'm going crazy
我的家人
but take a look at my
苹果总不会
family
落得离树太远
cause the apple don't
我说...
fall too far from the tree
有时候我觉得
I said ...
这就是我
sometimes I feel like
但有时候
it's just me
我觉得我疯了
sometimes I feel like
但是看看
I'm going crazy
我的家人
but take a look at my
苹果总不会
family
落得离树太远
cause the apple don't
你也许要一层一层的
fall too far from the tree
揭开那些伤痛
You probably have to
去看看为什么
peel back layers upon layers of
我说的这些是如此疯狂
pain to see why everything
我的脑子和别人有什么不同呢?
I say is so insane
竟会让我被这个游戏里的其他人孤立
what's different about my brain that separates me
在表面上,这看起来像一场阴谋
from other players in this game? on the surface, it may
或者我受到的一系列欺骗让我得到了一些该死的同情
seem like a scheme or some sort of scam
但是我需要的最后一样东西
for me to get some damn sympathy
是为那些人
but that's the last thing
那些在我身边
I need is for people
为我感到难过的人
to walk around feeling
我不是同性恋
sorry for me (me)
我从没有这样说过
and I'm not a G, never
我把我的衣服给了
claimed to be
Cashis
I gave my vest to
他比我更需要这个
Cashis,
我们会看到,因为我们不想自找麻烦
he'll need it more than me
但是如果事情的发展
but we'll see, cause we ain't lookin' for beef
有我们的麻烦了
but if it comes our
我们该如何,甘心容忍不予还击?算了吧
way, what do we, turn the other
有时候我觉得
cheek? come on
这就是我
Sometimes I feel like
有时候我觉得
it's just me
我是疯了
sometimes I feel like
但看看我的家人
I'm going crazy
苹果总不会落得
but take a look at my family
离树太远
cause the apple don't
我说
fall too far from the tree
有时候我觉得
I said ...
那就是我
sometimes I feel like
有时候我觉得
it's just me
我是疯了
sometimes I feel like
但是看看
I'm going crazy
我的家人
but take a look at my
苹果不会
family
落得离树太远
cause the apple don't
fall too far from the tree
专辑信息
1.Fame
2.Your Body
3.Apple
4.What Are U Saying
5.I Get Money (Freestyle)
6.Fly Away
7.Welcome 2 Hell
8.Greatest Of All Time
9.Emulate
10.Put It On My Wee Wee
11.Loud Noise
12.Ballin
13.Take Ur Best Shot
14.Stand There
15.Pass Me The Ball
16.Living Proof
17.Quitter (Bonus Track)
18.Demon Inside Of Me (Bonus Track)